Feeling a bit of a lack of confidence and not feeling to good about myself...
I don't do enough with irl friends or make enough of an effort not to do things by myself.
Kind of wish I could just move over to the states so I can just leave everything behind me and hang out with my best friend whom I've never met.
I have a lot going for me here in South Africa (asides from constant power outages, racism and xenophobia) but I'm wondering what the future holds for me when it comes to after my course.
I hope I get out of this country at that point.