Rants: Everyday Venting

[Dr. Prower]

Just had to yell at someone while walking my dog. The guy was with five other people, drinking beer and talking about who knows what, and I came by with Snoopy. I saw the dog was on a six inch leash (I wish I was joking) and no one was holding it. I had a bad feeling about it, but before I could pick Snoopy up, the dog rolled up to him and attacked. I had to punch him in the head to make him stop, and NO ONE DID ANYTHING! I lost it. I held my pup in my arms and screamed "Why don't you do something about your **censor** dog!?" One of them shrugged and said "Not my dog." The guy who did own him ended up saying so, but offered no apology, did nothing to reprimand the pet, just didn't give a shit. I felt so angry. Still trying to come down from it.

[Farewell]

Dads a cop... Detective. They may be assholes but the things he does and have seen in the past are pretty brutal towards him... And is never home
Anyways, of course people at my school feel bad when I'm sick or down. When they think it's funny to screw with me, and now I'm having memories back when I was in elementary being treated like trash, I never cried but hid my emotions and cried once I was locked away in my room so my parents  wouldn't worry and siblings would call me 'cry baby'. And now I'm high school they act all nice and try to be my friend, Hell no I'm not going to forgive them, calling me names and half the guys try to ask me out and the girls trying to make me one of them, no thanks I'm good with being myself and not some kind of douche... There's enough in this vulgar world we don't need anymore. *sigh* I'm just hanging by the thread... Slowly breaking... I will lose it, school needs to end quickly...

[Aconitum]

In other news, I've discovered and ingrown toenail. Ugh! I'm gonna have to get it completely removed like my mommy and my grandma's toes before me.

[The Past]

I think it's probably time I let someone go. All this time "not being able" to talk has no excuse in this case. It's getting ridiculous AND suspicious. Plus, most of the time, they're only in a rush to talk when it seems they'll get a "treat", so to speak. So yeah. We can't fix anything if we supposedly can't find the time to repair it together, so I'm about done.

[Teiko]

Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..

Punching dogs seems very humane compared to duct taping a firework in their mouth or killing them slowly with a flame thrower.

[The Past]

Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..

You trivializing my problem, ya nut?

Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..

Punching dogs seems very humane compared to duct taping a firework in their mouth or killing them slowly with a flame thrower.

Jeez. X_x;;

I remember back in middle school, there were kids who bragged about exploding frogs and other animals with fireworks.

Just... WHY?! Why is animal torture something to brag about for these kids?! It's like, "Hey guys, let me tell you about how much of a possible psychopath I am."

....uh oki...
Hey, why aren't the donators... Well, you know, "donator looking" anymore?

The donator status stays for a month after they donated, if I remember correctly. Then it disappears until they donate again.

[Teiko]

I saw a video where someone took a living bullfrog, made it into two pieces, still alive, and then sat him on his back in a bowl of soy sauce and proceeded to consume his insides while he watched, still alive. Spazzing in pain.

And the dogs that were burned alive with a flame-thrower... That one scarred me for life. I also saw someone do it to a cat. (all this online btw). Those dogs probably spent their whole lives thinking "these people are my friends".  I'm shaking right now just talking about it. If I ever witness something like that happen in front of me (eye for an eye).

I find it ironic that horror movies like Saw depict these gruesome over-the-top torturous deaths and we all react like "that's so awful!!! I couldn't imagine that happening to me!! I'm glad it's just a movie..."
...and meanwhile we are doing those things to helpless animals and it nobody even questions it. You can't get much more f*king evil than that.

 I've lost all trust in all people, because I have this pre-conceived notion now that everyone is a potential animal torturer without me knowing. I wish humans would just disappear. I truly feel that humans are evil and that people who are smart, kind, and responsible are extremely rare exceptions to the rule.

At my last job I got to spend time with people who abuse animals. Part of the reason I walked off. I got to look at terrified, dehydrated, cramped dogs in their eyes everyday, and watch coworkers taunting them. It seems like default human nature is to cause destruction and pain. And we see this in every moment of our history as long as we have recorded history. Humans are scum. I trust none of them. Generally the only people I really feel comfortable around are my fur friends.

[The Past]

I disagree with the idea of humans being evil. Especially since humans aren't the only animals to do horrible acts like that. Naturally, due to the abilities we have compared to other animals, human acts leave much more of an impact--as well as with the fact that we are human ourselves, and our society allows us to see and document these actions. I do believe that if another animal was in the same shoes as us, their path wouldn't stray much further from ours. That's not saying things can't be turned around for the better in general, it will just take time and effort, which people ARE trying to do.

That "humans are evil" mentality irritates me, in all honesty, and not just for the generalization. There is no evil, only the misguided. And the insane, but those also fit in with "misguided".

[Teiko]

I wrote a big response up and my laptop decided to delete it because I touched my pad a way it didn't like haha 

[Grey]

I ate too many pancakes. Now I feel sick.

[Aconitum]

I find it ironic that horror movies like Saw depict these gruesome over-the-top torturous deaths and we all react like "that's so awful!!! I couldn't imagine that happening to me!! I'm glad it's just a movie..."

A lot of the people that think that way about a horror movie, think that way when they see an abused animal. "Oh my god, how could anyone do that to a puppy or harm a defenseless kitten?" Most people are in disbelief to these kinds of things. We can't confidently say NO ONE cares. That just isn't fair.

...and meanwhile we are doing those things to helpless animals and it nobody even questions it. You can't get much more f*king evil than that.

While I hate when people nit pick an argument like this, and I hate humans just as much as the next guy, I have to say this. Generalizing humans as a down right rotten and evil species, just... Doesn't quite make sense. At least, not for the reasons you have. There are a lot of people who question animal abuse, otherwise there would not be so many organizations against it. And, I'm sorry to take things to this dark place, but right as we speak, some man or woman is probably torchering a young girl or boy in their basement, or gunning down a man in front of his family. If you ask me, that's pretty evil.

[Aconitum]

Ot: I'm catching a bus home from the motel I was staying at last night. I'm excited to go home. Oi.

[Cheza]

At my brother's graduation coffee thing. Lots of relatives I haven't seen in years are here, including my dad. Drunk, of course.

"Y'know, if it wasn't for the brandy, none of you would've existed"
You sure have  a way with words, dad.

[Crest Is Dead ((For Now))]

That makes me want to hug you so much. You poor thing.


Sometimes I feel like I want to die because of the experience and curiosity. It pisses me off so much that I have these thoughts

[Farewell]

Just realized I'm avoiding people, won't go outside often, won't go to parties, my mom says 'make friends! then you wouldn't be bored sweetie, I don't know what you want me to do..' Since she's always working along with my dad I try but then and I just CANT I don't know why but I just can't do it, I'm usually just around the animals or alone at a quite place but always avoiding to meet new people, only the people I was already friends with which is about six that can never hang anymore, the other three just left me behind and never said a word, and what used to be my best friend our family's hate eachother with burning passion so I have to be careful when we hang out. ugh I'm so confused, I want friends again, people that will actually accept me and won't abandon me after months or years like I usually am... I don't know why I can't. I can't be locked in house like a loner...