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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3450 on: June 16, 2015, 03:57:38 PM »
I'm feeling completely frightened it seems like no matter how many facts I read about the situation I'm in, nothing can console me . feeling trapped and waiting , preparing for the worst situation
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3451 on: June 17, 2015, 02:40:38 AM »
I just feel bad.
Can't remember when I last felt ok.
Oh well.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3452 on: June 17, 2015, 09:21:24 AM »
Man, what the **censor**. I'm trying so goddamn hard to focus on getting things done and solidifying my future, and despite the setbacks, i have some awesome prospects with it ranging from game testing to acting, but something is at the back of my mind, nagging me; "you must be lonely, isn't there someone to deeply fill that loneliness?"

That nagging just won't go away, and my brain is just screaming for me to get a girlfriend. I really want to focus on my future, but my future feels empty whenever I think about it without somebody to share it. I feel like I need someone to shower in positivity and that different side of myself... But of those who catch me, I've either lost contact or circumstances keep me from hooking up with them. It's the most empty feeling I know, really, and It's very distracting.

I really am too emotional for my own good sometimes, but at least my body is very clear in telling me why I'm feeling some way. At least I'm calm, that's quite the plus, as i know how debilitating loneliness can be to some. Or how such a response to such loneliness can do harm to an individual. But... I'm strong. I'll push on through. I guess I know how I have to deal with it, and so I shall.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3453 on: June 17, 2015, 09:45:07 AM »
^I'm actually going through the exact same thing, except that i want to adopt a rescue animal. My current living situation won't allow it for a little while, but i feel empty inside because i want to be helping NOW and can't do anything about it. I want to be the difference in someone's life. But meanwhile i'm just wasting away, lonely, doing nothing for anybody except myself, and i'm miserable.  >.>


...a girlfriend would be nice but i don't like living with other humans so not sure how that would work out.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3454 on: June 17, 2015, 09:50:18 AM »
but i don't like living with other humans so not sure how that would work out.

Out of the interest, are you a therian and/or have dysphoria?

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3455 on: June 17, 2015, 10:04:13 AM »
I had to look both of those up haha.

I would say yes, i am disatissfied with life, but not to a catastrophic level. Just enough that i'm not very happy most of the time and don't trust any humans.

I'm not sure about the therian thing. If therian means to literally believe i am an animal, then i would say no.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3456 on: June 18, 2015, 10:20:40 AM »
Sleep is impossible in my house. My body won't let me sleep at night and in the morning my dad sings as loud as he can. Dogs are loud as hell. When my dad isn't singing he's arguing with my mom about something stupid. And the second my mom leaves for work hes playing Xbox and blasting music/yelling at people over the mic. For the love of God let me sleep.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3457 on: June 18, 2015, 01:07:30 PM »
My mouse is crapping out. Much of the time it double-clicks or doesn't register the click at all. I dunno if there's a spare one in the house. I'm sure I'm gonna get blamed for breaking it if I ask.

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3458 on: June 18, 2015, 02:10:59 PM »
Starting to feel stressed out over work ending soon and me needing to find a job before I go to college, among other things. I was gonna go out with my best friend to a hookah lounge, just smoke some flavored tobacco and let my problems slide away for a couple hours. But then a different friend I don't like decided to tag along and move the hangout to his place so we don't need to spend money. Now I don't really feel like going, especially since it'll take more than an hour to get back home by bus.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3459 on: June 18, 2015, 03:08:47 PM »
I'm sort of confused what exactly work is asking me to do, basically I've just been told to "learn how to use this software", so that's what I'm doing, but it's not structured in any way. Maybe it's something I have to get used to.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3460 on: June 18, 2015, 03:36:52 PM »
Ughhh, how annoying are angry drunks?  Oh, you have an impossible request with an unreasonable attitude?  Well let me wave my **censor** magic wand and fix that for you!  Oh, you broke some guy's kneecaps earlier this week?  Well that unpleasant an irrelevant factoid makes all the difference!


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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3461 on: June 19, 2015, 02:58:19 AM »
Slowly sinking back into the deep pit. Seems like I destroy everything and everyone I'm close to. I'm sorry.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3462 on: June 19, 2015, 07:10:18 AM »
Best buddy is sick. :(

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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3463 on: June 20, 2015, 06:30:37 PM »
When i was starting to wake up today the first thing i saw was a human about to beat me (a shirt hanging in my room) and i was a cowering tortured animal. I was so traumatized i cried out and had a panic attack. I'm still shaking and crying from it.
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Re: Rants: Everyday Venting
« Reply #3464 on: June 20, 2015, 06:47:19 PM »
Im entirely sick of being alone but I can't bring myself to be with someone I do not love.

Why can't I be as heartless as people say I am?
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