Rants: Everyday Venting

[Aconitum]

Im entirely sick of being alone but I can't bring myself to be with someone I do not love.

Why can't I be as heartless as people say I am?

What? Whoever says you're heartless is a raging idiot. You definitely are not heartless.

[juliet]

People at school man.

I'm so mean IRL. Everyone is like, "Oh but you're so sweet!"

Nope.

[Grey]

Some people need to grow up and have a reality check.

[Trixsie Vixen]

I'm so desperately lonely.  It all just seems so pointless...

[Cheza]

Accidentally said too much around the wrong person. I usually remain quiet, but on the rare occasions I actually do decide to open my mouth stuff like these happen all the time.


I feel really really awful right now even tho I don't think it caused too much damage.

[juliet]

I can't talk in my own house. Ever. Because everyone TALKS OVER ME. In school that happens. I'm pretty soft spoken. ESPECIALLY WHEN FIVE STUDENTS TALK OVER ME. 

IM ALSO APPARENTLY EVERYONE'S SLAVE. LIKE. REALLY?

My brother told me to make him a pb&j. Not asked,  TOLD. And if I ask him to put a pair of shoes BY THE DOOR FROM NOT EVEN 5 FEET AWAY I'M TREATING HIM LIKE A DOG.

[Grey]

I wish I could learn to just shut up sometimes.

[The Past]

Accidentally said too much around the wrong person. I usually remain quiet, but on the rare occasions I actually do decide to open my mouth stuff like these happen all the time.


I feel really really awful right now even tho I don't think it caused too much damage.

I wish I could learn to just shut up sometimes.

I know these feelings very, very well.

Also, I've not been outright told, but I've seen signs that we're starting to have money issues.

[Dax Declan]

Feeling so emotionally tired. Back pain isnt helping. Just dont wanna be here today.

[Crest Is Dead ((For Now))]

For those who say they are so lonely. Know that feeling hell I have that feeling however I like to think of the silver lining of loneliness. You may not be lonley but may still be sad. Let's face it the human race are absolute dicks. We are if you see some of the things we have done. Wow. So enjoy the time by yourself. While you still can.

[Nrein]

Really can't stand the people who claim they want friendship, but then put in no effort. Or worse, they just ignore you.

It sucks when half the time you're like "I want new friends!" And then the other half of the time you're   like "What's the point, they won't stick around very long!"

[Dax Declan]

The amount of emotional pain combine with the physical pain is unbearable. All I wanna do is cry and eat.

[Ben]

Christ I hate when I can't sleep

[juliet]

I have ate already today and I was exercising and my mom decided to call me to make us a meal and I said I didn't really want anything because Im not hungry because I already ate a bowl of cereal and she said, "what are you starving yourself now?" And I  **censor** flipped. Then my grand dad showed up before I chewed out my mom. I'm trying not to over eat and she's trying to make me eat unhealthy shit in huge **censor** amounts when I'm trying to be healthy.

Uhg.

[Aconitum]

Wow. One of my best friends killed himself last night. Is it odd that I kind of don't feel bad? I mean... Why? What's the point in ball babying over it? He lived and obviously wasn't happy with the way his life was going. I honestly am glad he did it, but not for the reason you think. He had some demons. Now, he's free from them.