Rants: Everyday Venting

[kalan]

If you can make a stick figure that looks like a stick figure you're doing better than me lol

[Wolxikin]

You can always try art classes as well

[juliet]

My boyfriend left me over me having a cold sore (which I have gotten since I was a child. He knew this before I got with him.) He made me feel like I was disgusting and not fit to be anyone's partner and I went to drop off his things at his house and his brothers care taker, who I am friends with stopped me to talk, and I broke down crying which I was trying to hold in because he opened the door at first. I'm so embarrassed and I can't stop crying because no matter what I still feel like a piece of shit about it. Its my fault.. I shouldn't have been born..

[Sarani123]

My boyfriend left me over me having a cold sore (which I have gotten since I was a child. He knew this before I got with him.) He made me feel like I was disgusting and not fit to be anyone's partner and I went to drop off his things at his house and his brothers care taker, who I am friends with stopped me to talk, and I broke down crying which I was trying to hold in because he opened the door at first. I'm so embarrassed and I can't stop crying because no matter what I still feel like a piece of shit about it. Its my fault.. I shouldn't have been born..

My gosh... he's a douche. Don't waste your feelings on a person that's as shallow to break up with someone for a cold sore. *Hugs*

[Aldebar]

If someone is going to leave you over something so inconsequential, then it sounds to me like he isn't worth your time in the first place and more than likely would've found a reason even more ridiculous eventually. It's not your fault, it's his for being so petty, and without him you can find someone who won't bail on your for idiotic reasons or make you feel worthless over nothing.

My issues are pretty minor compared to others in the thread, but I'm driving myself crazy today because I have no idea what I'll do with myself after I graduate at the end of the year. I'd like to continue my education, but my current school, a community college, doesn't have a four-year program for my chosen major and the closest schools that do will be impossible to commute to in the winter. I'd like to avoid moving, but I'm not sure I'll be able to stay where I'm at now.

[Setcho]

This is my second week of my college course and its already hard to keep up, dont get me wrong its a great course and fun at times but if i fail this im totally screwed. Not to mention my anxiety is creeping back up on me and if that continues then i just wont go in at all and i really dont want that to happen. So im stuck between a rock and a hard place......

[The Past]

Been easily irritated lately for whatever reason, and I keep getting headaches today. This current one is pretty bad and just won't go away. ._.

[Nrein]

Work sucked something  awful today. The only good thing being that today is Thursday.

[Regi]

I've been pretty up front with people that I have concerns about lately and I feel weird and kind of a jerk about it because I never used to be up front at all; I was a coward and just brush things under the rug. For example my friend that got out of rehab 2 or 3 months ago for drug and alcohol abuse  wanted to hang out with me and she found my parents stash of wine, my mom see's her eyeing it and asks her if she wants some (My parents are okay with me drinking as long as we are drinking responsibly and just once a month). I was kind of hesitant of the choice my mom was making, but I guess a little wouldn't hurt my friend. After me, my friend and my mom finished our small glass of wine, my mom brings out the tequila. We 3 got drunk, it was fun but I'm a bit mad that my mom was doing this just to look like a cool parent and my friend might go on the wrong path again. So my friend started asking to come over and kept asking if we  have alcohol, and I just had to say something. "I feel like you just coming over to intoxicate yourself...I'm trying not to judge, but this needs to stop. I'm concerned about you and I don't want your dad blaming us if you go back to the path you are going down. Most importantly, as I said, I'm concerned about you." I said. She kind of felt bad and that made me felt bad. Numerous amount of people at school know about her drug abuse and I didn't want to seem like the others that look down upon her. I don't look down upon her at all, she is a wonderful spiritual person and the only out going person I can stand. I just don't want her to think I do. I told her that I don't but I heard what she had to say about it's hard to quit once you have the addiction. I've never had to discuss it; I don't know how to talk to her about it without seeming judgmental. With drug users and alcoholics, I don't like to judge because some do it due to sever depression and I can relate to the depression and wanting to put yourself in danger and I can understand to want a substance that can make all those bad feelings go away. Anyway sorry for the long thing... I just hope me being up front is more of a positive thing than a bad, I guess it depends on the perspective on the person I'm being up front with.

[✡]

I wish I could do things but I can't do things.
Hnnngh.

[Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy")]

I've been pretty up front with people that I have concerns about lately and I feel weird and kind of a jerk about it because I never used to be up front at all; I was a coward and just brush things under the rug. For example my friend that got out of rehab 2 or 3 months ago for drug and alcohol abuse  wanted to hang out with me and she found my parents stash of wine, my mom see's her eyeing it and asks her if she wants some (My parents are okay with me drinking as long as we are drinking responsibly and just once a month). I was kind of hesitant of the choice my mom was making, but I guess a little wouldn't hurt my friend. After me, my friend and my mom finished our small glass of wine, my mom brings out the tequila. We 3 got drunk, it was fun but I'm a bit mad that my mom was doing this just to look like a cool parent and my friend might go on the wrong path again. So my friend started asking to come over and kept asking if we  have alcohol, and I just had to say something. "I feel like you just coming over to intoxicate yourself...I'm trying not to judge, but this needs to stop. I'm concerned about you and I don't want your dad blaming us if you go back to the path you are going down. Most importantly, as I said, I'm concerned about you." I said. She kind of felt bad and that made me felt bad. Numerous amount of people at school know about her drug abuse and I didn't want to seem like the others that look down upon her. I don't look down upon her at all, she is a wonderful spiritual person and the only out going person I can stand. I just don't want her to think I do. I told her that I don't but I heard what she had to say about it's hard to quit once you have the addiction. I've never had to discuss it; I don't know how to talk to her about it without seeming judgmental. With drug users and alcoholics, I don't like to judge because some do it due to sever depression and I can relate to the depression and wanting to put yourself in danger and I can understand to want a substance that can make all those bad feelings go away. Anyway sorry for the long thing... I just hope me being up front is more of a positive thing than a bad, I guess it depends on the perspective on the person I'm being up front with.

It's good that you reminded and talked to her. Addictions are hard to beat.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I was just goofing around on Google and I found so much hate for furries and the furry fandom. I just don't get it. Why can't someone have a hobby? Why are their so many people who want to see us hurt or dead? It makes me a little scared honestly.

[kalan]

Cause the average person is a soul less monster

[Farewell]

Depression
Anger
Depression
Anger
Depression
Anger

[Peanut B. Rawket]

Might need to see a doctor... Been having a lot of intestinal issues recently. X_x