Rants: Everyday Venting

[138]

You're not a freak Regi. I mean you can't help some of the problems that you have i.e bipolar depression. Maybe you could sit down with your family and talk about it.

[Regi]

I don't live with my family anymore, I live with my boyfriend and his family; 5 siblings plus one of the brother's girlfriends live here too. I'm probably going to have to grow a pair and just try my best to balance myself in this situation until we get a place of our own. For now just writing down how I feel gives me some comfort. I don't want to tell my boyfriend, he'll think I want to leave and go back home. I don't really have anything back at home but solitude and a nice furry companion. My parents want to put me in a mental institute because I can't stand being without my boyfriend and it would really mix in with my depression a whole lot and cause self harm to myself. I pleaded my mother to let me stay with his family with him, I'm willing to do it for my boyfriend and I. "The things I do for love." as Courage the cowardly dog would say.

[George]

Not fair, Dontnod. Not. Fair.

[Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy")]

I'm literally falling apart

Anything you want to talk about?

There's nothing to talk about. It's mostly caused by my depression.

[138]

I didn't have to go on campus today, but of course I've got to sign up for classes. The good thing is that I only have 4 more semesters

[juliet]

My teachers keep getting on my ass about things she let's her favorites get away with. I swear favoritism is bull shit and I am so sick of putting up with it. My mom favors my brother, my grandparents favor my cousin, and yeah.

I have skills to offer too.

[138]

My teachers keep getting on my ass about things she let's her favorites get away with.

The amount of truth in this statement is outstanding!

[The Past]

I swear favoritism is bull shit and I am so sick of putting up with it. My mom favors my brother, my grandparents favor my cousin, and yeah.

I know this feeling well. Throughout most of my life my family kept comparing me to my cousin and belittling me for not reaching his standard. Recently they claimed that it was to encourage me to try harder, but since I already felt inadequate before the favoritism was put into play, all it did was make me feel like even more of a useless screw-up.

[Traum]

Favoritism is just a one rule of life and you can turn it to your advantage

[juliet]

Favoritism is just a one rule of life and you can turn it to your advantage

Let me be clear on something, I don't do drugs, drink, I've never even done the diddley do and my cousin has done all and more but he is still held to a higher standard.

I even have higher grades than him right now!

[138]

Favoritism is just a one rule of life and you can turn it to your advantage

Let me be clear on something, I don't do drugs, drink, I've never even done the diddley do and my cousin has done all and more but he is still held to a higher standard.

I even have higher grades than him right now!

Do you think it might be a gender/ sex (male,female,etc.) thing?

 I don't mean to offend if I do.*

[juliet]

Do you think it might be a gender/ sex (male,female,etc.) thing?

 I don't mean to offend if I do.*

It might be honestly. All the women in my family have daddy issues.

[Traum]

Or maybe they are so used to it that they can't see things differently?

[juliet]

Or maybe they are so used to it that they can't see things differently?

Doubtful.

They're like doting parents who can't see their child doing any wrong.

[138]

I'm going to go out on a limb here and say just stick him with a bayonet. Then they wouldn't have anyone to compare you too. I joke I joke I kid I kid

It doesn't like your situation is going to change tbh. I mean families usually don't change until after a few generations.