Rants: Everyday Venting

[Trixsie Vixen]

The last month has been a complete nightmare.  Sorry to all my friends who have heard nothing from me.

Not sure how much I'll be about, but hopefully things will improve soon.

I've missed you all, but I just haven't been able to handle social things.

Even now, I'm so broken and tired I just feel completely hollow. 

I love you guys.

[Traum]

oh Trixsie you're back! I was so worried *hugs*, where you have been, what happened?

[Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy")]

I know footballer players (the American kind) more feminine than you, so it can't be as serious as all those extra lines imply.

It's not only about my gender identity, but about everything. I don't want to be a physical bring anymore.

[Regi]

Lately I've been feeling like everyone doesn't like me or is just annoyed by me. Ah well, all I can do is just try not to think about it..

[138]

Lately I've been feeling like everyone doesn't like me or is just annoyed by me. Ah well, all I can do is just try not to think about it..

I'm sure it's nothing, Regi. It's probably all in your head.

Smile

[Trixsie Vixen]

Thanks Traum *hugs*

It's a long story, but the highlight is that my partner had a bit of a breakdown and had to be hospitalised.  It got quite awful before the police were called.

One day I shall sleep without worrying what disaster awaits my awakening.

[Traum]

I'm very sorry for what happened to you both, Trixsie. It's f* up when the mind starts playing tricks on you. I hope he makes a full recovery and once again you can be together happily.

[The Past]

Due to having more experience as a "dark/tragedy" story writer and working with little else, as well as being out of practice with writing in general, I've held myself back from describing amusing scenes well enough to be interesting and actually amusing.
Plus the way I write on the forums as a whole lately gets on my nerves. My sentence patterns are so repetitive and clumsy. Even the way I wrote this post annoys me.

But the funny thing about the "dark/tragedy" part is that those stories rarely started that way, they just sort evolve into it. Maybe it's my own fault because I'm a negative piece of crap.

[Cecilia Peromi]

(I don't think there's anything wrong with a good tragedy. Think about Shakespeare, most of his works are tragedies and that doesn't make them any less magnificent.)

I think i'm done. I wish I was a girl but I'm just not. There's no way for me to have the body I want, the body that would make me happy. Even if I were to undergo transition procedures I would never be a complete female, I wouldn't even look like a complete female. I was born, no, trapped inside of this body and there's nothing I can do about it.

[The Past]

Tragedies are great, but it's a problem when I want to write something that isn't that. When I have something in mind that's fun, comedic, and warm-hearted but with deep and dark or depressing moments, it ends up focusing on purely the latter.

I've wondered about if I'm trangender for a long time in my life (before even knowing it was a "thing"), and I'm still questioning, but now more in the sense of wondering what the concept really is. And the level the ridiculous SJWs take aren't helping.

[kalan]

I wish youd check your kik cecil

[George]

I've wondered about if I'm trangender for a long time in my life (before even knowing it was a "thing"), and I'm still questioning, but now more in the sense of wondering what the concept really is. And the level the ridiculous SJWs take aren't helping.

I used to be really supportive of the subject, but the more I see it the more I realize it's almost completely a social thing. If anyone legitimately needs the change, that stinks because nobody will take them seriously, but for the most part I haven't talked to anyone have reasons for it that aren't social. (or baseless, but that doesn't even count)


I guess this response is also my rant: It's in style to be transgender, which makes it hard to tell if anyone even means it anymore.

[Cecilia Peromi]

There was a period when I thought I was faking it myself. But something that's fake can't cause you this much distress, something that's fake doesn't come back up every time you force it down. That's how I know this is for real.

[Keinai]

Some people do fake it--claiming that you do not need to feel gender dysphoria to be transgender.

[George]

Some people do fake it--claiming that you do not need to feel gender dysphoria to be transgender.

In which case, that means being trasngender means literally nothing to them. They just want to say it to be edgy.