Rants: Everyday Venting

[Cecilia Peromi]

Thanks for the advice. I'm definitely going to try being more vocal.

[saph the sergal]

im so not happy right now

i woke up to find my good 100 doller drive is now dead with all my pc back ups on it and some important work thats now lost because the main board died overnight 

[anoni]

im so not happy right now

i woke up to find my good 100 doller drive is now dead with all my pc back ups on it and some important work thats now lost because the main board died overnight 

Bleh, if you take it to a specialized or download some tools, you might be able to recover some of the lost data

[Nrein]

Kept having nightmares all nght, woke up to my best friend calling me to tell me my grandmother Had a heart attack and is heading to the hospital. What a wonderful way to start the week!

[Cecilia Peromi]

After I posted here the last time I did it, I talked with my Aunt about my problems, I told her that I want to see a therapist. She said no, she said that I need to explain it better to her before we see someone. That's fine but with her schedule there's no time to have a conversation like that. Plus she says that she needs to trust me better since I've lied to her before about silly things. (Not this, although I have been confused about it for a long time, and have never been able to explain it to her. I could now though.) I just don't think she gets it, this hurts so much. I can't go on this way. I have things bottled up inside that I want to tell her, but she's always busy.

[Silentium Potens]

Sit down and think really hard; articulate your points in a concise manner.  Show that you yourself understand your situation, and that you're being serious and truthful.  Make sure to bug your aunt about times in which to have the conversation, and secure some sort of time period.  Unless you bunker down and manage to have that conversation at some point, you'll have to wait till you're independent before being able to do much.  Hold out, and know that you have the community to support you.

[George]

Blegh.

Nothing's going right today.

[Wolxikin]

Spends 25 minutes trying to figure out a math problem








Gets it wrong

[saph the sergal]

Bloody local news paper wanted to do a article on the nursery and who do they use the head and mention all their (not very hard) work and one pic of one of us not caring about all the other workers who sweat like hell in the sun to run it just the head who sits on her ass and does nothing while all we get is a small "48 volunteers" mention that you would glance over while reading and thats it

no mention of anyone that was there that day (i was there aswell) just 2 words and thats it

http://www.sunshinecoastdaily.com.au/digital-edition/Caloundra-Weekly/ page 8 if you want to see what im pissed about

[Grey]

I can't do anything right. When things seem to be going okay I have to find some way to just completely **censor** everything up.

What is even the point in trying when I can never learn?

[Setcho]

Im stuck, stuck, stuck, stuck....

[Cecilia Peromi]

It's alright Grey. Sometimes I feel the same way, you just have to make sure that you're putting forth your best effort. It doesn't matter of yoy succeed or fail. What matters is if you know you've tried your very best.

[HyenaKing]

life is a fucky process of maintaining the futile and being micromanged how to do so

[Cheza]

*Goes to sleep early because tired and headaches* - *Wakes up to 14 missed calls and 5 texts telling me I'm a horrible person in every possible way* - *Dies on the inside*

In my defence, you can't demand that a person will answer their phone at 11:50pm, when most of those calls were made. I'm now done with this for twenty-eleventh time. If anyone would happen to sit on a good counter for "Why do you do this to those who love you?", please let me know?

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EDIT: Wrote a long reply like last time this happened, but decided to try a less "subtly hinting at what might be causing the issues"-approach and being more clear and blunt instead. Might have ended up being slightly passive-aggressive, but overall I think everything I wrote is ok considering the circumstances.
And just like last time, I got an ultra-short guilt trip trap in return. Too fed up to care anymore tho. Especially since I've finally managed to get all my cards on the table in the most brutally honest and clear way I could manage. It's all up to her now.


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EDIT2: The war rages on. She decided to "disown" me and calling me some rather nasty things pretty much unprovoked (I've been ignoring her since my last message. I'm no saint, but at least I'm above petty insults)
She calls me 9001 times a day and sends random threatening text messages or plain insults, despite promising never to speak to me ever again. Very very mature.
She's also threatening to cancel my phone contract which would completely **censor** up everything for me because I'd end up losing my number and other stuff like that.
According to my brother she's in one of her heavy drinking periods again too and that she's been dragging everyone else into it as well, but hopefully she'll sober up enough to realize how much of a dick she's being right now. Not that it'd really change anything, since everything will still be my fault (according to her) anyway.

[Brownie]

I made a mistake at work over the afternoon and had to stay over to fix it. Then there was construction work on the drive home. Grr!

Cheza, that sounds horrible. I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope things will ease up for you soon.