Rants: Everyday Venting

[Midnight Madness]

These student protests are making me rather furious. A bunch of greedy, egregious people labeling people and inspiring racial hatred all in the name of trying to promote 'diversity.'

You know what would promote diversity? Letting people be who they are without making them feel like a bunch of assholes for their race, heritage or courses of study. Without imposing demands for what they want and allowing students to choose for themselves. The vast majority of their claims against these schools are strawmen laced with greed and narcissism.

They sit in their lush and lavish colleges and are receiving a formal post-secondary education, and I sit here unemployed and struggling to get into a formal college due to lack of credit and expenses. I must be so **censor** privileged to be a white guy with how easy my life is and all the lack of adversity I've faced in my life. Nobody is sparking racism and sexism and whatever other **censor** ism you can name but these people. I don't have to apologize for something I have never done, so neither should anyone who was negatively affected by these superfluous rallies.

Of course, only hypocrites prosper in this turbulent tempest of tripe. What a bunch of children. I don't know who's worse, them, or the people who have spent the past week rioting and blocking off public roadways just to harass police officers.

It's like I've said before, this is the world of revenge and nobody has any eyes left to see the issues it's causing.

I'm so glad I don't live in the US or another country with people still focused on any kind of racial tension. There are so many problems we could be solving were it not for the whole racial divide that exists.
I'm not saying it's perfect here; but it's better than in the US.

Also, my rant for the day is that schoolkids are meanies.

I'd be vying to get the ever-living hell out of this country if it weren't for the fact that every bit of my family is in the US. At least close family. I could go to the Netherlands with my great uncle, but I don't exactly know Dutch. Or even enough German to get at least half the language right. Then again, maybe my friend Marc can give me a free space in England. =P

OT: My luck in video games has really gone down the shitter lately. I do well one second, and then proceed to be wrecked by a single misstep almost immediately after. Pokemon Super Mystery Dungeon has been plenty kind to me with luck, but none of my strategy or action games have been yielding much fortune lately, even after doing so damn well in them for a while.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I hate being dumb. I can't think about naything without getting a headache and everyone else can think circles around me. I'm a genetic abomination that was never meant to live

Don't say that Foxaroo. We all have our strengths and weakness. I'll bet anything that you can do something I can't.

[Grey]

I'm sick of my brother inviting himself into my room, taking a look around and deciding to dole out punishments as if he's my Dad. He's always done this.

Dad doesn't care. As **censor** usual.

[Cecilia Peromi]

What do you mean by punishment?

[✡]

I hate being dumb. I can't think about naything without getting a headache and everyone else can think circles around me. I'm a genetic abomination that was never meant to live

Don't say that Foxaroo. We all have our strengths and weakness. I'll bet anything that you can do something I can't.

but I can't even do anything, even simple math escapes me

[Cecilia Peromi]

Math is pretty difficult for me also. I take special classes for it. I'm behind in my high school credits because of my difficulty. So this year I have to take two math classes to graduate. And it's brutal.

[HyenaKing]

My **censor** guitar sucks, the low E gets out of tune after strumming it 3 **censor** times
my guitar **censor** sucks

[Brownie]

Why would you let your little dog run around outside in the dark and the cold, with no tags?! It's like you really give that little of a crap if your pet gets lost or run over.     

[HyenaKing]

Why would you let your little dog run around outside in the dark and the cold, with no tags?! It's like you really give that little of a crap if your pet gets lost or run over. 

Natural Selection.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I'm such a basket case, I have way too many problems and not enough time to solve them all by myself. From wanting to be a girl, to being so lonely I could cry, to my habits that make people think I'm weird. I'm just the person that no one wants to deal with because I'm such a chaotic mess. Maby that's why no one talks to me at school. Maybe that's why my little brother treats me like trash. I'm starting to feel like trash. Like someone who just shouldn't have been born.

[Silentium Potens]

It seems that a lot of people have troubles with math.  Do any of you guys look for help?

I'm such a basket case, I have way too many problems and not enough time to solve them all by myself. From wanting to be a girl, to being so lonely I could cry, to my habits that make people think I'm weird. I'm just the person that no one wants to deal with because I'm such a chaotic mess. Maby that's why no one talks to me at school. Maybe that's why my little brother treats me like trash. I'm starting to feel like trash. Like someone who just shouldn't have been born.

If I was in your position, I wouldn't give up.  And secondly, I wouldn't mope around.  No one likes a defeatist.  Defeatists exude way too much negativity.  While your troubles are great, the better option is to see what you can do to make things better; try to improve yourself and your situation.  Maybe your conduction appears creepy to others.  Maybe if you do "X" it could start the journey for you to start hormonal therapy.  At the very least, knowing that it can eventually be solved can improve your emotions.  The future is generally a better place, so please never give up.
You may not have a lot of time, but spending the occasional bout here and there in deep contemplation will help out.  And don't be afraid to do research and look up opinions online.  Such things can give you ideas, or synthesize with what you already have.

[✡]

Turns out i have a health problem that makes my hands shake. I don't know if I'll ever be able to draw now.

[Cecilia Peromi]

You're right Silentium. I can't give up and I'm not going to. I'm just frustrated.

[Alistair]

According to some people I'm overreacting about my ankle being broken. Yeah, a broken bone definitely never hurt anyone at all. 

[The Past]

That never-ending headache. Do not want.