Rants: Everyday Venting

[Nrein]

People who can't take an ounce of criticism or negativity need to get off the internet, lock themselves in a dark box, and think very long and hard about what the "real world" is.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I'm in a weird period where i don't have any super close best friends. I have lots and lots of friends but no real person I'm totally comfortable with, since I broke up with my BF and moved to Seattle for three months. I need to go searching for different communities other than the furry one, I think the supply here isn't good enough

If it's a friend you're looking for. I'm always available Anoni.

[Silaluk]

I need to make another hunting trip because I didn't meet my quota for the day. -m- Damn people don't know how to behave out here, they go drinking in the woods and scare the animals. I feel like I'm the only one who actually cares about nature.

[BennyJackdaw]

  I feel like **** right now. I just got into a fight with Nrein, and now I feel like he hates me for the things I said.

[Cecilia Peromi]

You should tell him that. I'm sure he knows you didn't want to hurt him.

[Silaluk]

I really need to get my temper under control. I just end up hurting people over things I don't actually mean, and I try to explain that to them and they don't believe me. I don't blame them, though.


There are no therapists in my area and I don't think my schedule can conform to taking anger-management classes. I could try getting medicine but that shit's expensive and I don't know if my temper even really relates to the mental illnesses I'm diagnosed with, but it's a possibility.


I've tried small methods like square breathing and punching pillows, even petting my dogs helps calm me down just a little bit. But I don't always remember to do those things.

[BennyJackdaw]

You should tell him that. I'm sure he knows you didn't want to hurt him.

I did, but I'm not sure he's ready to forgive me yet.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Everyone handles their feelings differently. The opposite of anger is calmness. So, whenever you feel angry,  just relax. Take a nap, a bubble bath, whatever you think you need to do, do it.

[Silaluk]

Anger doesn't just go away like that, Cecilia. If I can "just relax" then why would I feel angry in the first place? Why would I let myself just waste time like that if I could help it?

[HyenaKing]

Anger doesn't just go away like that, Cecilia. If I can "just relax" then why would I feel angry in the first place? Why would I let myself just waste time like that if I could help it?

I understand this.

Think of it like depression, Ceciilia. It simply doesn't go away.

[★Amethyst★]

Anger doesn't just go away like that, Cecilia. If I can "just relax" then why would I feel angry in the first place? Why would I let myself just waste time like that if I could help it?

I understand this.

Think of it like depression, Ceciilia. It simply doesn't go away.

As a person who has been though depression(it's different for everyone who has it though I guess), it can go away, or at least be lessened for awhile. Still comes back sometimes, of course. I dunno what it's like to get really angry but when I get really sad I try to take care of myself, rest/go to sleep, or distract myself in some way. But I've had many years to figure out how to deal with it so it might be different for others. I'd rather do that than remain feeling awful, personally.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Is there anything specific you're angry about Sila?

[The Past]

I'm tired of being internally negative all the time. It's gotten to the point where I see something I'm fine with or enjoy, but my first thought is something hateful that I don't actually feel or believe. It's like all the hateful comments I see about everything are living in my head and like to pop out at bad times. Or is this really a part of me? Am I a monster in denial?
Am I just plain insane?

[Silaluk]

Literally everyone and everything around me has pissed me off at least once. So no, I'm just generally in a bad temper. Or I'm extremely sad (don't want to say "depressed" because I know someone will lecture me on how I have to diagnosed by a doctor in order to call it depression).

[Cecilia Peromi]

*sigh*

I'm so sorry guys but there's only so much I can handle. I'm trying to help but I don't really know what i'm saying sometimes... Geoffrey you aren't evil. And Sila, you can work this out if you just try.

I feel drained...