Rants: Everyday Venting

[Alessia Starfurr]

I just noticed my elbows look really weird now. They jut out, and when my arm is straight it makes a dramatic crease as if I'm bending it the wrong way (mainly on my left arm). I don't know if it's from resting my arms on the desk awkwardly a lot, gaining a lot of fat lately, or a combination of both. Either way I hope they fix themselves if I stop doing that and lose weight.

Ever press something up against you skin and notice an imprint later?  I think the fat doesn't help so, very likely yeah it's just you sitting awkwardly.

[The Past]

No, that's not what I mean.

OT: I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule, but I won't be surprised if I end up falling asleep too early. Again.

[Heavy304]

I can't stand it anymore. I force a smile and act as if I'm happy for those around me, maybe sometimes I'm actually happy... However I'm depressed and angry. but my mom doesn't understand no matter how many times I tell her and I know for a fact my dad won't help... He never has. I just hate when people say 'I'm there for you' or want to 'talk' only to look good and get in my damn business. This has been going on so **censor** long and I've tried so hard to fight it, but it seems I can't. I continue to rot inside, that I'm now use to these emotions. I want to be happy more but doesn't seem like that will happen.

I know how you feel. I've been trying to get more social lately, but I just can't. I got so used to been lonely, that it brings discomfort whenever I'm around large groups of people(hell, even just being near someone) Sometimes I just wish I could have a cabin in the middle of the woods, with no one else around.

[Nazieri]

I don't understand why people can't understand that when I go for a walk, I do it to get away from people. I don't mean anything rude or selfish, I just need my downtime. When things get too hectic, I need to get away from others.

Today, my room mates are being extremely irritating, loud, obnoxious and rude. Worst of all is that they have friends over that add more to what they're doing. I told my one room mate that I was planning on going for a walk just to get out and she's like "Oh, we'll join you!" I told her no, that I just wanted to go alone and she's making it a big issue that I "never" want to hang out when I do all the time. I just don't feel like hanging out with the people who constantly single me out, make fun of me and then make it out as if I don't have a sense of humor. How are we supposed to bond when all I hear are incredibly insensitive fat jokes, borderline homophobic jokes and constant comments on how high my voice is? I don't have ANY interest in listening to that anymore and both of them know it.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Honestly, if they treat you like that. I would consider a new roommate.

[Epilogue]

I really hate how I look.
I'm 18 but I'm always mistaken for being a middle schooler because of my height.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I hear you. I'm not a convincing senior either.

[BennyJackdaw]

Been playing Tales of Vesperia for a weak. I like the game, but... Once I got to Fort Dungard (or whatever it's called), I found out that the main antagonist of this game is going to be the typical, EXCRUCIATINGLY overdone and borderline offensive Misanthrope type character. I swear, nothing ruins a story more for me more than a misanthropic villain, as it basically pretends humans are these oh-so misunderstood and oh-so special species of magical creatures, and basically anyone who doesn't think that is this horrible, evil human being. I'm not saying humans are scum and should be wiped out, but I'm not going to pretend we're special when, in all seriousness, our species DESERVES a lot of the hate it gets.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Benny, I feel like you're going to be an excellent author one day. Or something along those lines.

[kalan]

This is ridiculous. I go to the bathroom and im out of toilet paper again. I mean I just bought some, wtf are aliens stealing the crap

[Epilogue]

After tomorrow I won't be able to see my boyfriend for a week, since he's going to his family's lake house and I'm not invited because his parents still hate me for complicated but stupid reasons.


My parents and his didn't approve of us dating from the start but it's been four years, they should know we're serious and we haven't done anything to them except being born the way we are.

[Alessia Starfurr]

 Well they better learn to at least accept it  or their is going to be Major issues they cannot resolve in the future.

[PEFA Harker]

I got a pulled arm, a flu and a pollen allergy subsequently in 3 days.
Begins to wonder what's next tomorrow.

[saph the sergal]

  seems everything i want now has to be run past my brother or so he says

he made a personal book his bissness and then decided to question the reason behind everything i had written down to the point of knowing where i would store it and how i would lift stuff then complains that i would be using his pay for it (bull more like my own work pay)

ever since brisbane flooded ive wanted to be a volunteer for queensland incase of floods and that again so the list was things that would help with clean up and he thinks that i dont need it yet i would be called at any time no bet to help with something or use one of my machines i would have that can help (waste pump and that stuff)

[Cecilia Peromi]

No no no no, my appointment is at 3:00 where is everyone? I'm going right? It's not cancelled?

Please don't. Please God don't do this to me... I need to go, now more than ever.