I've been wanting to carve sculptures since my project five years ago for school. It was awesome for a first attempt (and basically the only good project I made during sculpture class since my hands are extremely clumsy with most crafts.)
I've been forced to stick with digital art because everything else is "too messy" according to the rest of the household. >_>;;
Frustrated with drawing art + wrists get sore quickly when drawing + can't practice anything else = a really shitty, pissy excuse for an artist.
Add the fact that my writing ability has taken a nose dive and I can't keep focus on anything worth a damn.
Since mid-high school, every strength I had has faded away and I don't know who the **censor** I am. Art and writing was my life, and that's over. Now I'm just a bitter, self-deprecating shell sitting around playing Facebook games like the degenerate I am.
Yeah, yeah, personal emo BS, I know. This is the venting thread, so I'm venting.