Rants: Everyday Venting

[Alessia Starfurr]

So once again a co-worker who filled my old position today did nothing but 'itch and chew about how I didn't do anything to make it easy for her, and how it's my job to do it all even if it isn't my job, and how she hates having to do this and blah blah blah.

It's like, seriously, the more you make it a big problem, the less I'm gonna give a damn about you and the more likely I am to *not* make it easier for you. This has been a now four month long process, you should be used to the work by now And it doesn't help that her complaining is turning into the other workers complaining, and then taking it out on me. Sometimes I just really wish I could do all the work.

Also the more she complains the harder she actually makes it on herself.  think positive and it will be better if not bearable.

I don't take any meds either. I used to take ADD medication years back, and I was told they might slow my metabolism, but I didn't notice any change then. Mine has been about as bad since middle school.

OT: I keep wanting to join roleplays, but after joining I lose interest the next day. I don't know what I want anymore.

neither do i. Dunno how I can stay in them...

[YourUnknownHost]

I wish things could go as smoothely as I was hoping they'd go.

Also I ate too much chocolate and don't feel good. And holy crap I feel stressed.

Aww whats going on?

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Well... I actually applied for a job on my own today. First one I haven't been forced into applying for.

[juliet]

I hate my general manager at work. I do what she tells me to and I still get yelled at. She made me cry today. I **censor** hate her.

I was wrapping up my shift and she tells me to see what Matt needs me to do and so I listen and he needs me to clean the men's room, so I'm like okay because I don't really care its my job to do it so I put on gloves and get the equipment and go clean the whole restroom. Like I am told to do, I am not allowed to clock out without doing this. Then I finish, put everything back, and I get my things before clocking out, like everyone else does, and I put in my code, and wait for a manager to put in their approval ID. Here comes my general manager, yelling and telling me I was supposed to be gone a half an hour ago, and I should have gotten my stuff after I clocked out and tried to say I goofed off in the bathroom, doing what? Scrubbing a **censor** nasty ass urinal that no one else **censor** cleans?!I did what I always do and suddenly its wrong to, and I did what she told me to do, but it was wrong to so everything that I do is wrong... She always yells at me...

Its okay, no one but my mother saw me cry... And she made me a banana split.



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[Alessia Starfurr]

I suppose you could have lft the bathroom uncleaned and said "My General manager said for me to leave so...

[juliet]

If I would have done that I would have been fired...

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Sounds like you need to either look for a different job or confront your manager. Which could result in you looking for a different job anyway.

[★Amethyst★]

Bleh, I'm kind of annoyed at myself right now

So my school is accepting entries for an art contest thing, with the winners(only 4-5)  getting their stuff displayed around the art building(and maybe other ones) from May to September. I didn't want to pass up a chance to show my stuff, specifically ceramics. Problem is, either I'm really slow or I just underestimate how long it takes to do stuff because I only have two pieces done and the deadline is this Friday. I got the idea to finish some plushies I have in progress (but I don't know if that's acceptable for the contest tbh). But...I'm going to have to tell myself no; I get in over my head enough to know it will just end in very little sleep and lots of stress. I have regular homework to deal with already.

So I probably won't enter it. It's relieving since I wont have to stress about it, but also hurts a little since I really wanted to and people I know(including my teacher) are expecting me to do it. Oh well, it's not a super huge contest anyway and I'll find other opportunities. It's not worth losing sleep over...

[Alessia Starfurr]

Don't suppose you have pictures of any of these?

[Setcho]

Its amazing how your perception of someone can change so quickly, theres just somethings that someone can do that push you over the edge...

[The Past]

Friend drama that, in my eyes, seemed to be sparked from nothing. I don't even know what's going on. I was asleep when it happened. Tired of all the fighting in our group...

[138]

Spamming someone with pictures isn't a good thing! I've learned this tonight! 

[Midnight Madness]

**censor** allergies. That is all.

[138]

**censor** allergies. That is all.

I feel you dude 

[The Past]

I updated my profile design (not happy with it yet though), and the contrast of the background looks less intense than it does on my editing program. One of the many things that tick me off about digital artwork. My work has either too much or too little contrast once I upload it. It makes shading stuff a bitch. My monitor settings aren't goofed or anything, so I don't know what's up.

Maybe I'm just too picky about this crap. Ech.

EDIT: AND I just remembered a tune showed up in my dream last night and I forgot to write it down. All I remember is one line of the lyrics I made to it when I woke up.