Rants: Everyday Venting

[★Amethyst★]

Went out to eat because of Mother's day weekend. I got to see my brother which was nice, since I rarely do these days. But my parents ended spending the car ride and part of the meal just bickering about dumb stuff.

My mom's also hounding me about getting a job and gets upset when I tell her I haven't applied for many things yet. I know I should and I HAVE been a little lazy, I'm just still a little bit anxious? Or whatever about it I guess. It's not like I plan to sit on my butt all summer if I don't get one; I really want to try doing the online craft business I've been dreaming about doing. It probably sounds really silly and I don't know if it will be very successful but I just want to at least be given a chance...

[The Past]

I've wanted to get into art commissions myself, but since drawing still frustrates me, it's going to be a long time before I actually do that. I also want to carve sculptures, but of course that "makes a mess", so I'm not allowed to do it. Only digital art; it's free and doesn't make a mess! Isn't that wonderful? Why do anything else?! 

[Nutmeg]

It's started getting quite hot recently, too hot for me to wear jeans and a t shirt like I usually do, but I feel really anxious wearing anything that shows my legs, shoulders or back because I have so many little scars and marks from where I have picked at them. Why can't I leave my skin alone? Every summer I have to choose between two types of uncomfortableness and I want it to end already..

[Jane]

Really really sick now, been progressivley getting worse as the weekend rolls on, contemplating if id even want to attend my senior field trip. Having an overall bad ending to this weekend

[Dax Declan]

I've had a terrible headache for hours and I'm just ready for it to end

[drakewithout]

I really hate it when I quote something and someone’s like “oh wow that’s so deep”
 And really im like no it’s a quote and in context its actually pretty stupid.

Orr I think I would if that ever happened to me, it hasn’t yet

[Synth-Fox]

I'm getting really angry with my mums constant lecturing... its like everything I do is wrong in her mind... she just told me that coca cola is poison... seriously wtf! what a bunch of squares!! I don't have bad habbits like drinking, smoking or taking drugs... and yet she's always whingeing..  we had an argument about owning guns in America yesterday... why!? we don't even live there, even tho I want to... it just makes me sick how people have to be so "minimalistic" and obsessed with compromise... why should they care what coke I drink... why does everyone care so much if I have white sugar or white bread or whole milk!   I spent the last two or three years having my mum go on an on about me possibly having a wheat intolerance or coeliacs disease, and now that ive been to hospital and had an endoscopy to prove that I am not wheat intolerant or coeliacs she still goes and evangelically drones on about the dangers of gluten... and all the time she goes on google and comes back with all this stuff I should and shouldn't eat.. if ur thinking this is kind, it not .. she always says it in a mean way on her high horse, walking around as if she's some sorta doctor or consultant... .... I always worry that I'm going to lash out at my family... I know most people probably have felt the same but I feel that this is certain to happen soon... one day there gonna start giving me lectures or criticize me in some way, and I'm going to end up hitting them ... and then they'll have a panic attack about me being violent and call the police... who will then go into way over the top alert mode and get about 50 police cars and bring as many tasers as possible and drag me to prison.. then ill never be able to go to America and escape this miserable conservative whole... then if I'm in prison ill be associated with all the scummy chavs and lowlifes that I hate... I'm not a nasty person.... not at all, but everyone has a point where they cant take people opinions being thrust in their faces...   

[ZalTheRaccoon]

I feel like everywhere I go I just keep messing up and making myself look like an idiot, it all just makes me super nervous and anxious that I'm going to say or do something wrong that will get me singled out and/or looked down on...

[Detroit]

i lost one shoe from a pair of my favorite combat boots like i know where one boot is but i cant find the other one??????????

[★Amethyst★]

I'm getting really angry with my mums constant lecturing... its like everything I do is wrong in her mind... she just told me that coca cola is poison... seriously wtf! what a bunch of squares!! I don't have bad habbits like drinking, smoking or taking drugs... and yet she's always whingeing..  we had an argument about owning guns in America yesterday... why!? we don't even live there, even tho I want to... it just makes me sick how people have to be so "minimalistic" and obsessed with compromise... why should they care what coke I drink... why does everyone care so much if I have white sugar or white bread or whole milk!   I spent the last two or three years having my mum go on an on about me possibly having a wheat intolerance or coeliacs disease, and now that ive been to hospital and had an endoscopy to prove that I am not wheat intolerant or coeliacs she still goes and evangelically drones on about the dangers of gluten... and all the time she goes on google and comes back with all this stuff I should and shouldn't eat.. if ur thinking this is kind, it not .. she always says it in a mean way on her high horse, walking around as if she's some sorta doctor or consultant... .... I always worry that I'm going to lash out at my family... I know most people probably have felt the same but I feel that this is certain to happen soon... one day there gonna start giving me lectures or criticize me in some way, and I'm going to end up hitting them ... and then they'll have a panic attack about me being violent and call the police... who will then go into way over the top alert mode and get about 50 police cars and bring as many tasers as possible and drag me to prison.. then ill never be able to go to America and escape this miserable conservative whole... then if I'm in prison ill be associated with all the scummy chavs and lowlifes that I hate... I'm not a nasty person.... not at all, but everyone has a point where they cant take people opinions being thrust in their faces...   

Your mom sounds like she has a textbook narcissistic personality disorder, or something similar. I sometimes go on a subreddit for support for people with family members like that (my parents are nowhere near as bad though). I can point you towards it if you want. I don't think you can really change her whole annoying personality unfortunately, just hope to not let it get under your skin and move out as soon as you are able to. I can tell you're pretty upset at the moment but don't jump to rash conclusions or let your anger/irritation control you.

Also, honestly America isn't /that/ much of a paradise. It's not too bad, but we still have conservatives and annoyingly awful people here too. Not trying to burst that bubble, just being reasonable.

[Synth-Fox]

Thanks amethyst.. My mum can turn all of a sudden and be unfair.. But then sometimes she's nice for a bit then she complains again... I still want to see America tho.. You guys have anthrocon there and i want in!

[★Amethyst★]

Thanks amethyst.. My mum can turn all of a sudden and be unfair.. But then sometimes she's nice for a bit then she complains again... I still want to see America tho.. You guys have anthrocon there and i want in!

Anthrocon ain't anywhere near me; like on the other side of the country

  But I'm glad to help even a little bit.

[Cecilia Peromi]

*sigh* I can't take it anymore. My aunt acts like it's impossible for me to make a mistake. But with the stuff I have it's completely possible for that to happen. Even the smallest things that can happen to anyone she points out... It hurts, it really does... There's just no pleasing her...

[Jane]

Feeling utterly defeated, my grandma is in such poor condition I don't know what to do

[Dax Declan]

After roughly 2 hours of sleep today I have 2 tests and my eyes burn like hell.