Rants: Everyday Venting

[Grey]

Due to my dad's abusiveness, his unwillingness to surrender the tenancy of our home and leave to his new house with his new woman me and Mum have been stuck living at my eldest brother's house. She sleeps in the living room, and I'm living in his tiny hallway. It's been like this for the past few weeks.

Because the police refuse to do anything about this despite the mountain of evidence we've got that would get him convicted anywhere else, nothing can be done about it. He refuses to leave us alone and wants to drag us through court cases and make our lives as difficut as possible.

It's very possible we will never be able to go home and have to seek out a new place to live.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Aww... That’s no good, at least you’re not completely homeless though. Hopefully the authorities will come around and do something.

[Trixsie Vixen]

I've been pretty stressed out lately and life is hard. Really I'm lucky to have people who love me and I really appreciate them I do. But I just feel so angry all the time. I know it's just because I'm overwhelmed but I hate being that person. I don't want to rage at the world.
Yesterday my son held me while I cried in the kitchen. He's a fantastic young man and he deserves to have fun. He has so much stressing him out at school and yet he was the one supporting me.
I just feel I've let my family down, but I'm really running on empty. I couldn't pretend I'm OK even if I wanted to, but I just want something in between a total breakdown and a façade.
All I want to do is sleep.

[Alessia Starfurr]

Well in this case, Trix I think your doing your best to do the right thing i have spouts of rage moments too where I just want to blow up but I don't want to hurt anyone when I do.

[Midnight Madness]

People in the south are the most irresponsible drivers it's absolutely insane. Had one woman try to turn, give up on that and nearly run into my grandmother and I after stopping and going multiple times while were coming across the crosswalk just outside of a Walmart's doors. Right in her field of view. She then raced around the parking lot trying to find a space, her movements jerking around like a drunken idiot while she nearly plows down pedestrian after pedestrian. The sad thing? I see this kind of stuff on a daily basis.

[Cecilia Peromi]

That is pretty bad. And people say Tennessee drivers stink.

[Alessia Starfurr]

Cecilla long time no see, how are you?


Kentucky drivers are not much better as far as I can tell. (moved recently long story)

[Midnight Madness]

Tennessee is, indeed, where I am. Supposedly the worst divers in the country by statistics.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I'm doing great, much better than a few days ago. (just scroll up a bit ) And honestly it's all because of you guys. You're like family, so forgiving and always happy to see me. I appreciate that very much, especially after how long I've been away.

[Midnight Madness]

That's fantastic to hear, and I'm glad you feel so welcome here. Having a feeling of belonging is one of the greatest feelings a person can have. Never forget that you earned it. c:

[Cecilia Peromi]

It really is, especially when even new faces welcome you and treat you like a friend. 

[Cecilia Peromi]

That's why we have tomorrow. I know your disappointed, and I share your feelings about when stuff goes wrong, but it just happens. You've got to make the most out of every situation.

[Cecilia Peromi]

No problem Citr, anytime. 

[Bricket]

Oh, looks like I had a good mood for too long 
My dad was arrested today after beating up his mother and thrashing some parts of the house.
When the police arrived he also said he was going to kill everyone, especially his oldest son which ofcourse means me 

[George]

If he's been arrested, doesn't that mean you won't have to deal with him a while?