Rants: Everyday Venting

[The Past]

There are serious personal flaws I try to fix the best I can that others deny they have, or even embrace them as if they're good/reasonable or "just being muh-self". I find that disturbing.

[juliet]

Its only two weeks in and I already hate my job. plus I have school. I cant stay up late to even enjoy myself because if I do its just school work.

and I dont even know what Im doing Im just so **censor** tired.

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[Corran Orreaux]

I don't know why google wants me to date Russian Catholics in my area so badly, but it does.

[Emtile]

I don't know why google wants me to date Russian Catholics in my area so badly, but it does.

Those are so annoying, google thinks I'm into old people or Asians.

[Trixsie Vixen]

Started the day off getting into a fight with my partner over her mood swings and bossiness which had to be put on hold because my daughter's bus didn't turn up.  So then I slept angry in the heat without enough fresh air and woke up tired to visitors who outstayed their welcome and made my shower awkward and dinner late.

I haven't spoken to me nephew and niece since my sister died a few months ago, now they are here at the hospital I work at because their father is undergoing surgery and things aren't looking great.  I don't know what to say if we get to talk...

For their sakes I hope things go well, but in my heart of hearts I really don't.

[juliet]

Im still tired.

and work sucks.

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[Ori]

When you get two wisdom teeth pulled and your parents expect a full conversation afterwards. (My mouth is still numb and I'm supposed to be keeping the gauze in place XDD. )

[Rocco Rex]

At least you don't have drill instructors expecting you to scream at them
I (did) feel you. Not fun. It'll take a few days before you can attempt to eat normally


Being stuck here in holding just drains morale

[Trixsie Vixen]

Today was hot and so I had a terrible sleep.  Woke up to discover three of my canaries died (including Sherbet the mother who was sitting on an egg)


And I have chest pain, that's nothing to worry about right?

[Firox]

   sorry to hear it Trixsie, one my mom's finches passed away about a week ago, didn't know it, until she let everyone in the family know


My Saturday was terrible most of the day, at least in fun
Here on TFF
two other forums I'm on
and in Discord
there was no one around for fun, felt lonely most of the day, at least one friend did let me know with time, didn't expect almost every one else to be gone - I switched between forums, and Discord, couldn't find anyone
(luckily, late in my evening some did show up)

[Rocco Rex]

Identity crisis has deepened. Now I'm questioning essentially everything *sigh*

[SadDubwool]

Positivity is hard to manage, especially with how my views on things and the general world around me clash. My cynicism is essentially starting to backfire on me even if it's really one of the only parts that i've kept as my personality changes. It's moments like these where I feel like i'm nothing beyond what I am at face value, I've essentially become my mask and now I really don't remember if I was ever r e a l l y different or if i've always just been what I am, I don't even know what to do anymore since every time I "Improve" I just take a big step back. Altogether I just feel, for lack of a better word, Empty.

Post Merge: January 31, 2018, 02:48:53 AMAlso, I'm dealing with some heavy Tinnitus right now

[Emtile]

Well I did it. I've made my parents give up on me. They haven't said it but I just know it! I just know I'm a failure to them. No matter how hard I've tried, something keeps pushing me back and now they have given up on me.


It's gotten to the point where I don't care what I say or do or post anymore. I don't care about what other people might think of me or say to me anymore. But I guarantee that if I say what I want to say, everyone will turn there back on me.


I'm done putting on a fake smile for now.

[Bricket]

Another funeral, yay

[Brigand]

People who self diagnose themselves with 50 million mental disabilities. Because **censor** doctors, I know better.
I thought that I don't give a damn about this internet drama bullshit, but this shit really pisses me off.