Rants: Everyday Venting

[Emtile]

My uncle just passed away yesterday, no one knows why or how it happened. But that means another death in the family, just when I started out the year good another **censor** obstacle! Another **censor** stop! This can't get any worse can it, oh wait it can.




Me not giving a shit. I cannot take this for much longer, I am at my limit and i'm about to just say **censor** it and show my true colors.

But no, Emtile will be a good boy and keep his mouth shut and be happy. That's what everyone wants me to be.

I lost my smile, my demons are knocking at the door, begging, pleading me to let them out.


I can't keep up for long. Sooner or later I am going to snap.

[Fuzzpaws]

Condolences Emtile...  I've been there, in the constant flush cycle, and it does eventually get better. Hang in there

[Alistair]

I ended up finding out through a friend that my ex is now trying to socially manipulate people into not liking me over a single shitty thing I said months ago. I tried to talk it out to her like it came up in normal conversation so I could apologize for it and was denied acceptance. So apparently if she can't continue to outright abuse me she's going to try and wreck my social life. Lovely.

[Brisky]

Allistair, I've been in the same situations as you.

But, don't worry. If you have good friends that have known you for a while, they'll have no problem distinguishing the you that they've always known, from the toxic ramblings of someone that tried to steal you away from them! c:

And even newer friends, or people that have never met you before will likely take such words with a grain of salt, and judge you by theirselfes if they meet you in person.

The only advice I can give you is to not chase this situation too desparately, and to just blatantly ignore anything that your ex is doing, and wave it off as "just another crazy ex' thing" to anyone that asks.

The last thing you want to do in such a situation is give her the feeling that whatever she's doing is having some effect on you.


@Emtile

I can't imagine how bad you must be feeling now, but try to not let this get to you too much.

The only thing I can say about this, is that if your uncle was a nice person, and loved you as a family member, he would only want you to be happy and succesfull, despite his passing.

And, don't be affraid to talk to anyone about this situation.

Mourning over a passed family member is a completely normal thing, and young people are generally known to have a little more trouble with it. So, undoubtedly, there will be plenty of people in your family, or on your school / college, that you can ask for help, regarding this matter.

I hope you don't let these obstacles get the better of you!

[Corran Orreaux]

Apparently, someone signed into my gmail like a week ago. Changed my password and recovery email. Now I'm changing all my passwords for fear of them have been compromised.

[Emtile]

I  accidentally uninstalled Discord. I should be able to keep everything.... right?

[Trixsie Vixen]

That's fine, I don't need food, you just make sure you're OK and **censor** off to the beach, I'll just get something from the closed shops with the no money.

[Fuzzpaws]

Worked all week, trying to get healthy, and then, Saturday morning, when I have things 'I" want to do, I feel like death warmed over...


Great..

[Brisky]

Hi!

If you believe that the Earth is flat, I have some ever greater news for you!

Having BABIES is a GOVERMENT CONSPIRACY to keep you busy all day long, and prevent you from learning all about the evil goverments SECRETS!

Wake up, sheeple! The proof is out there! Bush invented babies as a way to keep smart people occupied, and to make shure they don't get wind of how 9/11 was an inside job, how the moonlanding was fake, and most important of all, how the world is actually flat!

Check for yourself!

But, whatever you do. Don't have babies!!!

[Corran Orreaux]

I'm starting to think I should just publicly pretend to be christian. I don't go out of my way or anything to let people know I'm an atheist, someway or another people keep finding out and treating me badly because of it. My aunt said she'd be laughing in heaven while I burn in hell. A friend of mine found out (not that I was hiding it) and threatened to kill me.   


Things are just getting far too stressful.

[The Past]

A friend of mine found out (not that I was hiding it) and threatened to kill me.   

Let them know their ""good christian values"" are showing.

Seriously though, people who act like that to different beliefs are into their own for selfish reasons, and give no care about the actual spirit of them. It's all an "I'm better than you because I have a cult idol I only care about in name because people in my location told me to!" thing. Screw 'em.

[Rocco Rex]

MCT is pure hell and I'm barely hanging on

[Fuzzpaws]

MCT is pure hell and I'm barely hanging on

BUT you ARE hanging on, that is the goal. They have designed MCT to tear you down and rebuild you into the Marine state of mind.

Hold the course,  stay true to yourself, and remember to breath!!!!

You got this Rocco!\

[Bricket]

The youth senate is coming to an end and it looks like I overstressed my body.
Throwing up (with bloodparts) overexhausted, not drinking enough but still going strong.

Rip me

[Corran Orreaux]

I wish that my town had a theater dedicated to just playing classic movies, we used to have one but it closed a year ago and I only found out about it now. I can't imagine how it would be to see the original star wars trilogy, The godfather, Dracula (1931), Nosferatu, all on the big screen. My heart is broken.