My in-person friend group for a hobby of mine sucks. They're always super eager to converse with one another, but it seems they totally ignore me whenever I try to coordinate or join in on a conversation, or even start one. I just get flat out ignored ninety percent of the time.
Also, I seem to have this domino effect aspect to my life where if one bad thing happens in a day, things'll just get steadily worse. And when bad things happen alot... A lot of the bad things are often expensive too.