In reference to my previous post in Every Day venting, I found out how to cope with the thought. After grilling myself on possible solutions, I came upon something that works, and now I am completely settled. Hell, I didn't even need hints and tips, I seem to come up with a bunch of solutions to pretty much any problem all on my own.
I am so glad I am the way I am. No matter how -horrible- I feel one minute, I always find a way to be able to calm myself near instantaneously. I scour every possible detail, pore over every memory and do this in mere moments. I can go from miserable to jubilant like someone who's completely bi-polar, but I do it when I choose to, and have never failed. I am so strange, but it's in such a good way; I have to say I am so happy I am who I am.
I also have a knack for attracting people, they ask me for help and opinions without hesitation most of the time, I make friends easily and don't even know how I did it, I don't get embarrassed easily, this that and the other. I honestly think I might aim to be a psychologist or therapist, I love helping people and learning about them and apparently many people like to tell me.