It's like all the stressing I've ever done was for no reason at all.
Everything is coming together and I'm managing to handle it in a grown up/mature manner.
I'm going on a tour from Paris to Rome that lasts 10 days long, will make a video from it.
My youtube gaming channel is pulling together and I feel that this time next year, I'll have 1000000 views.
Just...
Ahhh I'm enjoying life right now