My anxiety/panic/shyness is slowly getting better I think. I'm slowly getting back to the old me, it's taking time but, I'm getting there. (Although sometimes it comes back randomly.) At one point in my life, I thought quiet kids were cool kids. And I wished I was quiet, well now it's ironic that I'm wishing to be louder ^.^ Funny how I got what I wished for.
Tomorrow I'm going to my art class again. And I'm going to start conversations. Last time I panicked a bit and I ended up avoiding the people the best I can. (Until someone helped me loosen up. I should thank them! {In due time, since I don't want to let people know that I panic a lot around them!}) Then I'm going to press myself to start talking to my crush, normally! Since I clam up when I'm around her
I'm Excited! I'm even learning new tricks to calm myself down when I panic. (Stands abrasively, otherwise known as the power stance.)