i looked over the balcony,still wondering at the height,and stood up on the railing.I kept reminding myself not to look down,and leaped off about 37 ft. over the pool to ensure a minimal amout of safety if i fell.I began to flap mah wings,i felt so weird for the first time and probably for many other times,and tried to get a steady beat going,i felt stupid.I let the rythym go about 43ft. above the water and plunged down into the pool.I then popped out and looked at kabe,"..HOWD I DO?.."