swallows hard because she gets worried again
"Well lately I've been actually sleeping,
because I haven't fed on emotions in a while, And I keep
having the same nightmare over and over, And it feels like
it actually happened, But I don't know if it did, because When
bad things happen or happened I lied to myself and said they
never happened, So that's kinda what bothering me"
swallows hard once more because to her it feels like she
swallowed a golf ball