She picked her head up and crawled away, her face forced blank and whimpered in pain. "I've tried to do that repeatedly, why do I continue fighting it? It's gonna swallow me sooner or later..." She shook her self vigorously, struggling to her feet and stumbling back to the inn, collapsing in front of the doors. "I'll miss myself, and the others..." She whimpered, her ears flat against her skull.