Girls Vs Boys

[Cheza]

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If you looked at the "Currently", you went too far down xP

[Tyga]

35


 

[Cheza]

33

It's a little outdated too.. xP
Should change it but I don't know what to put there >_<

[Tyga]

34




warm up the wittys!

[Cheza]

32

Hungwy... ;__; Ate the last cereal a few hours ago too >_<

[Tyga]

33


you needs to go shopingz then

[Cheza]

31

Currently too weak for that T-T

[Tyga]

32


why for? 

[Cheza]

30

I've been having nothing but a few fossilized candies, a pack of cereal, water and not enough sleep these last few days.. x-x
Should still be able to cheat the system by adding coffee tho..

[Tyga]

31


why havent you been looking after yourself woof?

[Cheza]

29

It doesn't feel like it's worth the trouble.

[Tyga]

30




....I so want to shake you right now. Why wouldnt you be worth the trouble?

[Cheza]

28

I hardly have any friends IRL, my family and the person I consider to be my best friend hates me, I currently leech on the system, I have no special skills or talents that'll get me anywhere and it feels like I've already seen enough of this world even tho I'm only 19 years old.
You could say I'm tired "on the inside"

I have no purpose here and I've been told my whole existence is annoying by quite a few, so if I would happen to die because of this it could just be seen as a nice but unintended side-effect.

[Tyga]

seriously chez, youre 19yrs old you havent even touched the surface of life yet. Why care what the haters think? If they dont care enough for you that they have to put you down all the time, then theyre not really worth caring or worrying about. Seriously we've all been there at some point in time and we managed to get through it, mostly intact.


We all have a purpose here we just have to find out what it is.And that takes a lifetime.


Find something you enjoy doing and make a go of it.


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[Cheza]

27

That's what I've been told for so long.. "It'll all get better later", "You're young, there's still lots of things for you to see" and so on..
I don't believe in that anymore since for me it's always been that as soon as I start feeling like things are actually getting better I get backstabbed and thrown right back down into the same mud-pit I've already crawled up from countless times already.
I've seen and been through too much for my weak mind and it's made me weary.
Nothing will ever change and me dying now instead of ~50-80 years from now will only differ in the way that now there's actually some people around who'd feel like they "have to" attend my funeral and I wouldn't have to go through any more only to find out that nope, there wasn't anyone out there for me and that nope, I haven't managed to achieve a thing. Chances are also that my last wishes would be fulfilled and that I wouldn't be put in some random nameless grave in some forgotten part of the graveyard.