Author Topic: Girls Vs Boys (Read 143647 times)

Cheza · « **Reply #24690 on:** April 08, 2014, 07:57:44 AM »

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They shouldn't be able to, as far as I know. It's still scary and stressful tho since it makes me feel like prey or a target or something... x-x

Tyga · « **Reply #24691 on:** April 08, 2014, 08:00:34 AM »

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it would be scary and stressful. you'll just have to prove em wrong woof

Cheza · « **Reply #24692 on:** April 08, 2014, 08:11:47 AM »

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That's what I've always done (I might act like a child most of the time and my home looks like a child's playroom, but when the situation calls for it I tend to act well over even my actual age), but if the system is corrupt and full of papers, decision-making and tons of other things to make it near impossible for someone to get out once they been thrown in it's still worrying (Most of my time at the orphanage was because the "judges" only looked at the reports but never at me.. The papers said one thing, the truth was another and POOF! 3 years of my life down the drain.)

Tyga · « **Reply #24693 on:** April 08, 2014, 08:16:08 AM »

so why are they trying to commit you? You seem to be doing ok from what ive seen. Admittedly I only see what you portray on here so I cant really comment on what youre like irl...hell half my house looks like a childs playroom but noones trying to commit me to the nuthouse.

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Cheza · « **Reply #24694 on:** April 08, 2014, 08:34:32 AM »

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My place looks rather messy (I was completely devastated when my mate left me, so I pretty much spent a month or two completely unable to take care of anything, myself included.. I had other shrinks at the time and they knew me better and understood my situation, but these ones are "temporary replacements" and they've only seen "this" and not what things used to look like before), I'm on sick leave for severe depression, my sleeping patterns are pretty messed up (they're also getting better), I sometimes go days without eating, I live alone and "I have no friends" :'P
Those things coupled with my irl-personality makes it seem like there's something seriously wrong with me.

(I don't mind having them brain-wrinklers around and I'm happy I've got the opportunity to have a few, but I want them to be walking beside me and help me when I feel like I need it, rather than telling me what I need help with and look down at me for being the way I am.)

Tyga · « **Reply #24695 on:** April 08, 2014, 08:42:43 AM »

any way you can get the headquacks changed? or are you stuck with the ones assigned to you? Ha all our sleeping patterns are messed up

I wonder how they'd feel if they knew I went to bed at 5am and got up at 7am...everyday

. Lots of people "live alone" that doesnt mean doodlyshit. The eating is a problem you need to sort out though, just a regular routine can help with depression. You got lots of friends...just cause theyre on the pc doesnt mean they dont exist. Good shrink would know that.

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Cheza · « **Reply #24696 on:** April 08, 2014, 09:00:16 AM »

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These are just supposed to be temporary so if I can only survive a few more months it should be fine xP
And my sleeping patterns is starting to look pretty nice again. Last night I slept from ~6pm to ~4am and that's not really bad at all.
The living alone part probably bothers them because I'm also alone in the sense that "I have no friends" and that causes me to just sit around at home without interacting much with other human beings (but hey, at least I'm not sitting alone at home drinking :'P).
Eating has also gotten a little better, even tho I still have some work left before that works properly.
My old shrinks knew that even tho I mostly talk with my friends on the net they still exist, and some of them even within travel-distance.. And I'm sure that once I manage to get myself pieced together enough to go back to school I'm sure to make some friends there too.
It might not be too great now, but at least it can't get any worse.. xP
Only way left to go is up, even if it means I might lose 3 claws, half an ear and my tail in the process >_<