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Twice pffft! I couldn't give you a count, whats 4 years divided by infinity?
Really kiddo you can move past it, but you have to chose courage.
*hugs* Don't think, that's it my one chance is forever lost and I'm now forever broken and stuff. You will grow, time really does help.
I bet if you asked other people you would be surprised how many have had a similar experience.
It seems harsh, but you must wallow in it. Then the terrorists win
I recommend you listen to that song, sing along until the word isn't so poisonous. Even my status is a reference for the sake of humour.
Comedy really is tragedy over time.
Give it a try:
"Here's one for the ladies..."