Girls Vs Boys

[hdrgn]

62

why is you personal info saying burn in hell?

[Cheza]

60

Because I'm a murderer.
My guinea pig died and I could have prevented it if I had only acted earlier.

[hdrgn]

61

Hmmm....... your no murderer, death happens..... would you like a hug?

[Cheza]

59

I am. I should've given them away months ago but I didn't want to. Now one of them is dead and the other one is dying, barely strong enough to lift her own head.
And I can guarantee you that it's all my fault and all those things could have been prevented if I only had done something earlier.

[hdrgn]

60

well hell is quite the punishment for making a mistake...... and there are people who murder on purpose and will most likely go to hell but only made a mistake, something everyone does

[Cheza]

68

It's not just a mere mistake if it's something that goes on for several months without improving.
They've been suffering a lot because of me, yet I did little or nothing to try and change.

[hdrgn]

69

still not hell material, you need to not be so hard on yourself..... it doesnt do any good to sress yourself out.... i think your really cool so please dont talk bad about yourself

[Cheza]

67

Killing innocent creatures who -depends- on you for their survival for no reason -is- something you go to hell for..
I've been stupid and I've neglected them. It's all my fault, it could all have been prevented and now a sweet little guinea pig who didn't even make it past her first year in this world have died because of it. Her sister is soon to follow I suspect, even if I'm doing all I can in order to save her.

[hdrgn]

68

you had no intention to kill, therefore your not a murderer  and i dont like all the negativity your bringing to yourself....... just accept the fact that your not horrible cuz you were not being very aware, it hurts me to see you talk about yourself this way   

[Cheza]

66

While it's true that I didn't mean to kill them, I still did.
I've been fully aware of what I've been doing this whole time, but I changed too slowly.

[hdrgn]

66

So i wont be able to convince you of the truth will i?

[Cheza]

64


Well, if someone takes an animal, locks it in a tiny space, never clean out their wastes, never feed them or give them water and never take care of other necessary things, like cutting their claws until the animals  furs gets discolored from the dirty beddding, they get too weak to move and their claws grow so long that theey start to curve into growing into their paw pads while the owner is just watching it happen without doing anything, it's animal abuse and neglect. That's what I've done, and there are few things worse than that.

I believe it was you who wanted to decapitate someone for hurting a mouse.
How am I any different? How come my actions are okay even tho they are in some ways worse?

I've hurt and killed animals, and there's no excuse for my actions or any way to make up for it. That's the truth.

[hdrgn]

65

My goodness......  that was alot and i have to agree with everything you said...... it all is the truth, just dont be too hard on yourself.......

[Cheza]

63

I can and should be hard on myself, so that nothing like this happens ever again.

[hdrgn]

64

Fine.....

*opens arms*

hug?