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I haven't really been the ideal pet owner since I was left alone here. I've been trying, but I really should have given them up months ago.. But back then I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
I love animals and this whole thing is really getting to me since I didn't mean for it to end like this, but now afterwards when I look at the whole thing: If I can hardly look after myself, how in the whole 250 dollars hell did I think I'd be able to look after something else? It's been a real eye-opener and I can now see that change is needed and that sometimes, the only true way to tell someone you love them is by letting them go.
And one day, once I've managed to get myself back on track, I might be able to consider having a pet again. Until then I'll stick with desert plants.