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Learning more things in order to try and fit in is harmless even if it feels like studying.
Changing the way I am to try and be someone who I'm not in order to fit in would be bad.
So the first option sounds more appealing and that's what I'm going for.
It's not all that bad, and with a tiny bit of luck someone might fall for my poem-reciting and takes the "less" out of "loveless" :p
Yeah, I can always dream xD