You have an odd definition of brutal honesty. Brutal honesty would be you saying to me "frankly, I think you're a asshole." then listing off all the reasons why.
No, my fursona is actually a character based off of a crappy part of my life. I would not like to go back to that mindset. I like my more carefree, no longer giving much of a **censor** and taking life as it comes attitude. I feel like I've discovered true happiness and I'm not even twenty yet, so I clearly haven't which only means there is something better.
Would you choose to go to Mars, even if you couldn't return?