Meh, I don't konw, I became one with the shadow long ago, before I have the mage that I ran into over 400 years ago removed everything before that time so I don't remember the war, hated and blood that I had seen. All I know that I have so much control over it that I can be in that world for forever if I wanted to. Like I said, I don't know as Ya are by my understanding, light and to the dregee, we are doing a yin-yang thing here. *Brust out laughing*