Aaah, Byracka linked me your donation page a few days ago, but I hadn't put two-and-two together yet until now ^^;
I never knew you felt that way, Mort, or at least, I usually don't pay that close attention to it, since for me it feels the same/a similar way, and thus I do not find it weird that someone would think that and therefore I do not notice things about this so quickly. *Takes a deep breath*
I hope it goes well for you
Will you keep me/us informed how it's going and when you get the operation/surgery, how it is afterwards?