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Author Topic: This is why I'm not dead.  (Read 1146 times)

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Offline nixon/monto

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This is why I'm not dead.
« on: March 11, 2013, 06:54:04 PM »
If this web site didn't exist then I think I would have killed my self. So I pray and love who ever made this site and if I'd ever met them I think I'd hug them so much that they would bleed from me hugging them for so long. This ever happened to you where you were just so sad once in your life and then one thing/person entered your life and you grew that much happier?
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Re: This is why I'm not dead.
« Reply #1 on: March 11, 2013, 06:58:42 PM »
I know the feeling. I used to be depressed, and my thoughts were constantly aimed towards the nearby bridge. Simply put, I spent a long time considering suicide. Somewhere along the way, I met a friend from Canada, in an MMORPG named Fallen Earth. 'Till this day, I figuratively owe him my life. I can't thank him enough, for the hours he spent putting up with my shit, listening to me, and genuinely wanting to help me out. A caring soul in what felt like an ocean of people that couldn't give a **censor** about me. Forums and gaming have lead me to meet alot of people that ended up helping me along the way, but none as much as he did.
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Re: This is why I'm not dead.
« Reply #2 on: March 11, 2013, 07:10:42 PM »
 :'( :'( :'( :'( holy damn man that's the most touching thing I've ever heard. :'(. I can't beat that. But I can my parents used to beat each other when I was…5 or 6.  4 years later they got a divorce and now we are happier then ever... So happy :'(   I wonder what other people have experienced.
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Re: This is why I'm not dead.
« Reply #3 on: March 24, 2013, 05:33:18 AM »
well, in light of other peoples experiences ill put some of my worse in a nutshell:
- Ma stabbed my pa on my 4th birthday and divorced a week later after he was sentenced 5 years in prison and didnt see him til 5 years later
- baker acted in 3rd grade for attempting to stab another student
- all my childhood me n my big bro were beaten nearly senseless
- turned to drugs in 6th grade and only recently got help
- granpa killed himself christmas mornin' 3 years back
- first girl i ever loved died of leukemia in 6th grade. after that i learned i like men more
- i cut myself for fun regularly
- was just recently cheated on for another dude by my boyfriend (my parents are homophobic so...yeah)

sorry to hear bout your recent sadness mate. anything i can do to help?
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Re: This is why I'm not dead.
« Reply #4 on: March 24, 2013, 06:19:00 PM »
We're very glad that the Furry Forums has been a positive influence in your life, nixon, and Tweak and I both enjoy being able to provide a place where people like you can feel welcomed and at home. It's why we've kept this place going all these years.


That being said, this thread has kind of started to turn into a "list all of the terrible things that have happened in our lives" topic, and this isn't really the place for that sort of thing. It's a shame that some of you have had to deal with such hardships, and I'm sure it did - and still does - take a lot of strength to work through those things. If you would like to talk about your life experiences, however, I would encourage you to make use of our Journals board instead. As long as the content remains appropriate according to the forum rules, you are welcome to discuss the events of your life there.

Locking this thread before it continues as is.
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