Like Chronic said, your posts and many other posts/personal messages/shouts were lost due to that one downtime the other night.
I'm sorry, but I'm sick of trying to take my Goddamn turn and having my post destroyed by some unexpected/unannounced downtime when previewing, then having to wait for TFF to come back online, only to find that the more recent posts before me got wiped. I know I can just get into the habit of constantly **censor** saving whatever I write into a document, but my friends are gone anyway, I got little reason to still be here. I'm not making an exit post. Screw this site.