fast times at furry high

[Joker Rose]

he sits on the floor infront of her and puts his paws on her knees "look at me" he says to her "relax my lady" now with one paw on her face trying to wipe her tears "im here for you"

(kinda i have to get some sleep i have work in the am goodnight my lady ))

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

She looks up at him, stopping her rocking but still shaking uncontrollably. She tries to smile for but she can't make herself do it, and he told her that she should never stop smiling and she said she'd try but thinking of her being beautiful wouldn't help her this time. "Thank you." She manages to say, although it's almost inaudible and it's weak, as her tears continue to fall and he tries to wipe them away.

[Joker Rose]

he sees her pain a clear as plastic and as solid as a rock... he wipes her tears once more and kisses her farhead "its ok im here for you and i promis i always will be " he whispers to her

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

She gives him a quivering smile and nods a little. She was just trying her best not to think about what had happened, but it was so hard for her since it was basically her fault.

[Joker Rose]

he throws his arms around her and pulls her in as close as he can "its ok my angel .... " he says at a loss for words

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

The wall in her mind blocking her memories breaks as he pulls her in and holds her and everything about that one day floods her mind. She starts sobbing uncontrollably into his chest as she starts shaking more than she had been before.

[Joker Rose]

he runs hs (fingers) through her hair as she crys and shakes. he holds her as close as he can and says nothing ... he holds her just to let her know that someone cares

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

She could feel him holding her and him running his (fingers) through her hair, but it was felt just like background to what was happening in her mind. The memory was like a movie playing in her mind.

She was 8 years old, just turned 8 that day actually. She was young and careless. She didn't understand how important some little things she did could be. She had a small family get-together that afternoon for her birthday. She said thank you to everyone for her presents. She had her cake and ice cream. She swam in the pool for a while. She said her goodbyes and I love you's to every single relative when they left. She didn't say "I love you" once to her parents or her older brother that day though. She played in her room with her new presents for a few hours before going to a friend's house for a sleepover. She was picked up at 6:00 that night. She remembered that perfectly. Her parents and her brother said "I love you" to her as she ran towards the door and out it. All she said, "Yeah, ok." That's all she had said. She had been so thoughtless. And then she forgot to lock the door as she left. They had expected her to do that. Just two simple things and she didn't do either of them. So stupid. 9:23 am, she was woken up and given the news. Bad people had broken into the house. She should've locked that door... Mommy, Daddy, and Big Brother were with God now. She should've said "I love you"... Now they weren't coming back...ever.

[Joker Rose]

a tear rolls down his face feeling her pain and seeing what was playing out in her mind "im sorry" he whispers to her "you cant change it now" he says to her in a soft voice still holding he rtightly

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

"I could've said 'I love you' but I didn't and then I get paid back for my stupidity and carelessness." She chokes out the words. "They died because of me. They deserved better from me. That shouldn't have been their fate. I practically welcomed Death and let it into that house when I left. It's all my fault." She continues to sob and shake.

[Joker Rose]

he wipes her tears once more "its not your fault its not like you left the door open and it happened right after... you dident lock the door thats all" he says to her holding her tightly

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

"But I didn't make sure it shut behind me either. I just pulled on the knob a little as I walked out. It probably didn't even close." She says through sobs and shakes her head.

[Joker Rose]

"yes but it wouldent be your fault anyway even if the dorr wasent shut all the way" he says trying to comfort her "they should have noticed the door was open they had time"

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

She just rests her head and continues to cry, remembering what they had said to her not too long before she left the house.

"Your brother went to bed after he spoke to you and we're gonna go to bed early, Angelface. Probably not long after you leave, actually." Her mom said. "Remember to close the door tight and lock it when you leave. Please don't forget again." Her dad said. "I won't. I promise." She responded as she packed her bag hurriedly.

She closes her eyes tightly, trying to just stop thinking.

[Joker Rose]

he hold her tightly and her head to his chest