oh ya i remember, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IF I DIED I WOULD CAUSE MY FRIENDS PAIN AND I DON'T WANT MY FRIENDS TO HURT OH AND I DON'T RUN FROM THE TRUTH AFTER ALL THE SH-- THAT I'VE GONE THROUGH I STILL TAKE IT WITHOUT WHINING AND CRYING! I STAND UP AND TAKE WHATEVER IS THROWN AT ME WITHOUT ANY REGRETS!