The feels! Love your style of writing! You put your very heart and soul into it, and that makes me want to re-read it a hundred times over!
If I may, I have written some works that I am in need of criticism. I'm an aspiring writer that has a simplistic, but often darker style. I put a meaning to each poem and story. Lessons I've had to learn the hard way, or general life experiences. I also understand your disregard and distrust to others opinion. I can honestly say I'm the same way, but I'm working through it. Only with me, it's fear of creating something that has no meaning, and that this world is filled with liars. Luckily, the fandom in general, and the forum seems to be very honest and supportive. Best of wishes to your writing endeavors! -Your friend, Haden.