"I'm gonna need to hear why you feel this way. What do you mean you don't deserve friends? I know I once felt that way, because I lost everyone I grew close to back in Ireland. When I went home to Killarney, everyone I knew was gone." He paused a moment to light a fresh cigarette. Taking a long drag he went on, "Righ' now the only person I know is Cattie, who I thought was dead! You and her know each other, and that makes you worth my time, in my book." Collin held out the little bottle of disinfectant to her, as he figured she would object if he moved close to her again. Nine months ago this was me... I hope I can help her...