SAphir shrugged, mentally kicking her own butt for saying anything and not blending into the shadows more...She looked around quickly before she retracted her claws, shook her head vaguely and slid behind a nearby brick wall. Sighing, she uncurled her fist and slapped herself, the sting a relief from the numbing she felt near Jude's brother.
"How can yu be so STUPID?!" She demanded herself harshly, curling her hand into a fist and knocking herelf acros the cheek again. "WHY did you say AHYTHING? What is YOUR PROB??!! WHERE are your MANNERS? More importantly, WHERE are your ETHICS??!!" She hissed, punching herself for ever loud word.
The marks were gonna be odd but right now, she just needed to get it back together. "YOU. Are. A. MORON!" She growled, yelping from the last punch. Her face tingled and smarted slightly as fresh tears stremed down her face. You have to keep abusing yoursefl to get it right, DON'T YOU? You can't just LET YOURSELF MAKE MISTAKES now CAN YOU? It always has to be PERFECT! Or else its NOT GOOD ENOUGH!! She heard her jaw pop after the fifth new puch and she whimpered loudly, terrified Jude, her brother, Maria, Vosur, or 'Psychic' would find her like this.
"Oh man. I am so DEAD!" Another punch and this time with her claws out and into her cheek. She screamed from the pain and slid her lft handed claws into her thigh; Angrily puling them out slowly and jamming them back in to maximize her pain and suffering. A depressed from gently eased onto her mouth, her eyes full of icy, endured punishment. She felt like she deserved every punch, kick, or knock-out she got from any of them. And I still want to do this...