That thing doesn't really have anything to do with the original issue.
The actual problem, without sugarcoating or beating around the bush, is that I'm recovering from a suicide attempt.
Which in short means I'm feeling pretty down for a variety of reasons.
And also why I'm currently not too eager to identify with woof, since that's basically wearing a false smile.
I've done that for so long now that I just can't do it anymore.