I looked at the newly appointed ' babysitter' and sniffled slightly, why did mommy go away, had I been bad or something. I spoke, though my voice sounded a tad shaky, and I felt as if I was on the verge of tears, but I wouldn't cry... I had to be a big boy for mommy... "Whe-where mommy go... why you send mommy 'way you meany......"