Honestly no
It's not something I thought I could do or really get into.
Also want to point out that violence doesn't make us human.
It's the fact that we are able to reason and come to understand the environment around us.
Leave violence to the animals.
Perhaps contradictory that I learn a martial art that literally teaches me ways to end the lives of my enemies, but I learn these things so I never have to use them.
Have you ever dreamt of living on the moon?