I wonder how many people know this place exists....
always curious as to what this smiley was made of x.x
Have you ever thought of something and the "What if" monster crawls out from the back of your head?
I have a "What if" monster and an "I wish..." monster.
I don't like them very much. They sometimes hurt me, emotionally.
Especially with things that I had to get over.
Examples include but are possibly not existent to: Relationships, Mistakes, Ideas, School (Lol), and Actions.
They hurt me by Anger or Sadness.
Sometimes with the Sadness, they make me feel lonely, which depresses me a little.
I can smile past it and forget it but it comes back. Sometimes weaker but it comes back.
Speaking of Anger, I had a dream.
I bought a gun, Assault Carbine of some sort.
I was about to collapse the stock but then I left it outside to check something in the store.
I came back out and my gun was in pieces being held by 3 different people.
I had became so mad, I dreamt another dream that I had felt the Anger.
(In that dream, I wanted to punch my cousin so hard, it would rock the Earth.)
I even felt the Anger THROUGH my sleep. It was so intense.
I kind of felt scared that my emotion was so powerful to even affedt me in my sleep.