Hehe. How ya doin Trixsie?
I reckon to believe you are well?
Let me know when you call back. Lol.
Ok, so this week... didn't start out a happy week.. nothing bad happened to me, I just get stressed and irritated easily and honestly, I need something to do. 7-11 told me I must be 21.. and the cornerstore isnt open for anyone, but im cool with the guy who works there so it's not a total loss. And my sleep hasn't been helping either. I wake up at 7 or 8 PM after falling asleep at 9AM sometimes close to 10AM... and it really makes me mad beacuse I hate sleeping longer than I should, but it's not like my body is going to wake itself up in the middle of the day. KI mean, I was awake for three parts of the day and yet I still slept... mainly because I didn;t have pants on and I just dont want to get up unless my pants are on, it's wierd but it's true.. noticed this myself. It's kind of like if you don't want someone seeing you naked. But I wasn't naked, can't sleep like that. Anyways.. back to my point.
I want to sleep normally, sleep at 2, wake up at 1 or earlier, like 11 or sometrime 10. but for some reason, I stay up longer than my last sleep, EXCEPT WHEN I SLEEP IN THE MORNING!!! It's like my body is meant to wake up at night and stay down during the day. I am a night person but I like to see the sun too!!!
So, yeeah... I get stressed and irritated just from my sleeping pattern alone, so my days aren't allways happy.
And... I still feel lonely for some reason.... but I havve Garmy and you Trix, and Scout, Ani, Luggz, ummm.. saph I guess, and my rice stinks... im full, need a drink. I have an upside to though. I watched an episode of Toriko, Gourmet Hunter, and I just fell in love with the way they drew his face. His eyes are beautifully shaped and his face is nicely shaped too but his teeth and scar are so amazing. I nicknamed it the "Toriko Mark" it's a 3 lined scar the runs from his cheek straight to his ear and a little past it. He also has nice hair, he honestly reminds me of the old school anime guys back when they started getting out of the Manga style and evolved a new anime style. Fistr of the North Star is a beautiful show. It's post wasteland life and survival after nuclear disaster but not apocalypsse.
I also want to get another thing off my chest... RPs!!! What... the **!!! is with an RP dying the day it's made?!!! This **.. it ** annoys me!! Now I see why I was bothered by the constant RPs being made.. because NO ONE COULD JOIN THEM BEFORE THEY DIED!!! ** **!!! And to make it worse, I joined THREE of them and they had died before anything even really hapened!! The steampunk RP though, I was really enjoying it... but then they stopped posting in it... that made me kinda sad and irrutated.
I know thats a 'U'. I joined a wild west RP, died... didn't even get to page 2. Joined.... uhm the steampunk one, that just... flopped. And finally, a pokemon/digimon RP. I WAS HAPPY TO SEE IT! And I joined it. Dead before it started. And they posted in it "YESTERDAY!!!" Im saying yesterday because on the day I joined, the makers posted a day before. And there are so many RPs that were started and then didn't go anywhere... like WTF!!!! I understand if it's for fun butr it is kind of irritating for those who joined sand wish to participate in it, only to find out that it gets abaandoned by it's owners!! My god! at least have the decency to remember it exists and look at it! give it some attention so it can spark and live again! ** PLEASE!!
There, i'm happy I could get that off my chest and my mind. It's been peeving me ever since I saw it happening. In fact, you can go look at these dead RPs if you wish. They are mostly in the Fun RP section.
Wow.. it's like a bunch of receptors in my head just expanded my skull and new air and blood is circulating. I feel lighter aand a little happier. Oh my egad, I posted my first trant and it made me happy! Oohhh, hoo hooo hoo...
*gives Trixsie a big hug* You're the only person who knows this exists, besides the mods anyways...