No way in hell or any other plane of existence. If I'm gonna be any of my 'sonas, I want everything to be as it is naturally and not some **censor** up, wishy-washy crap where I just proceed to be a burden on and/or a danger to society.
You become your 'sona, but you are completely unaware you were ever different, and thus have no idea you had the desire in the first place.