Essex V

[Ryan Naismith]

"Don't worry, you'll remember the important stuff." He sighed. He actually felt bad for the kid, crying like a cub and all... He almost never let his feelings get to him... But today, they did. "Creating new memories is expensive, anyways. Just enough to ensure your loyalty."

[Babydoll Animis]

-my own freedom... my own will was all that i had left... and now... its being taken like everything else...- he thought to himself then began to really mew and whail like a real cub.
For whateer reason he remembered his Observer test result. why? he didnt know himself... maybe because it was the only thing he held onto that told him who he was. He remembered the critique of them... 'Intellegence and reason are that of appropriate age. But emotion and mentality as well as curiosity and inquisitiveness are that of a mere child.'
He felt another pulse then heard the machine whir to life. "i want... i want to... see them again... why did they have to go?"

[Ryan Naismith]

"Turn off the damned receptors." He growled. He felt bad for this kid... He didn't know why. He had never felt bad about such things before, and he had created 'loyal employees' at least twenty times.  He tried to keep a professional air about himself, but he felt himself wavering.
Apparently, the technician noticed. "You sure you want to do this, sir?" He asked
Naismith simply nodded his head in response, and the tech simply pressed a button. His memories all flashed upon the screen, and Naismith watched them intently, looking for a good place to add in the new memories.

[Babydoll Animis]

Aiden felt the weird sensation of something press into his mind. He gasped and the pulsing began going crazy. He felt something harshly pressing back against it making his mind feel like it was being slammed into a wall... he screamed repeatedly. The memories began to become staticky then an appearent Observer logo had appeared onscreen. Aiden lurched and clutched at his head. The adrenaline rushing through his sytem instantly clearing out the drug. He was in the fetal position clutching at the helmet. "OW OW MAKE IT STOP IT HURTS!!! PLEASE IT HURTS MY HEAD OW OW!!!" He felt something crawling through hs head... a million little somethings. He was crying harder than ever. The memories bagen to flicker back onto the screen then flickered back to the logo. "STOP IT  WANT TO GO HOME! MAMA I DONT WANT TO DO THIS!" he was reliving his harshest moment of his life

[Ryan Naismith]

"Knock him out!" Naismith shouted, turning his head away  "I don't... I don't know if I can take it!" He sighed, and sat down, shaking away some memories he would rather forget.
The technician looked at him, worry clearly shown on his face "are you... Okay, sir?"

[Babydoll Animis]

He wanted it all to stop. if only he could get something sharp. He was writhing on he table uncontrollably. His screams became silent as he strained his vocal cords until they were raw. His tears kept streaming down his face. "make... it stop... please... i dont wanna hurt anymore... im tired of hurting... kill me... just kill me... i wanna see mama again..." he managed to say in a very worn and croaky voice

[Rayleonarde]

Ray sighed, and sat back down, his eyelids drooping.

[Ryan Naismith]

"Goddammit!" Miles hissed, clawing at his ears. He wanted this to stop, as well. "shut him up!"
The technician shook his head in response, somehow not affected by this "Can't sir. Makes the wipe less effective. But I did find a good way to make him loyal...."
Miles looked up at the technician, nodding
The technician nodded back at him, keeping a cool, professional air about himself  despite aiden's screaming an mewling "we could... We could make you his father, sir."
Miles simply nodded in response. He was thinking of having a child, anyways.

[Babydoll Animis]

Aiden saw it... the memories of him and the direct- no his father. They had done so much together. Even when his mother died his father was always there. He was there for his certification of Observers. He wanted his father more than anything now. He wanted to make him happy. "Daddy... it hurts..." his eyes searched the room for him. he then snapped back to his reality, "wh-what am i saying!? I dont... my father.. is... here... daddy please im scared..."

[Ryan Naismith]

Naismith turned to the tech, and asked "done?" Quite matter of factly.  The tech nodded in response. So, Miles opened the door, a warm look on his face, even though he knew Aiden couldn't see him.

"There there..." He cooed "you took a pretty bad knock to the head, but you're okay now... Daddy's here for you." He smiled, walking up to the machine, pushing the visor up, and bringing him into the tight embrace of a hug. He would do the best he could with this kid.... For Martha.

[Babydoll Animis]

Aiden trembled a bit but quickly clutched onto his father and let out a soft mewl. "It was so scary! It was dark daddy and i couldnt find you!" He nuzzled against the fox's cheek
"but its okay now cause youre here! you wont leave me right daddy? right?"

[Ryan Naismith]

Miles smiled, nuzzling him back "I would never! I love you!" He continued to smile, petting his back. He sighed happily
"I'm glad you're okay... You had me worried!"
He closed his eyes, wondering if Martha could see him now, ad if she would be proud of what he was doing.... By god he hoped.

[Babydoll Animis]

Aiden smiled widely and wiggled his tail, "i love you too daddy! can we go home now?"

[Ryan Naismith]

"Hold on, can I get a few words with the doctor?" He asked "I want to see if there's anything I have to do." He looked towards the (no longer) mirror, and the lynx behind it

[Babydoll Animis]

Aiden nodded and sat back, he quietly played with his tail.