Another summer break come around, and now I need to wait A considerable amount of time until I can talk to my friend's again, and now that I have nothing to cheer me up, I fade into A limbo of confusion and mild depression, Now I need to sit around, and waste my life like I usually do, except I feel like crap more often then I used too, Now I've faded into obscurity pretty much everywhere on online and many of my friend's have better things to do then deal with me, I can't blame them, they probably have Family's and all that, But... It just makes me feel alone, And then I feel more Depressed then usual, brutal cycle ect.. Sometimes I wonder why I'm this upset, Maybe it's bottled-up stress and and Feelings that are coming back to kick me in the metaphorical nut's