Today was the first time I've cried in a long time. It was a relief. I was starting to think something was wrong with me. I've never really been able to cry and it hurts relationhips with other people, be they friends or something more. I would be in a room surrounded by people crying and I would want to cry, but I couldn't. I sat there, and I couldn't help but think about what other people would think of me. I never really talk much either, so in a situation like that, it looks like I don't care about anything.