Xander was silent, like he didn't even notice Angder, like he was in a world of his own. You know she's right. You have no control, you're held back by your fear of what you did to those you called your friends. It will happen again. You're a killer. So why don't you just do it. Do it you wimp! Do it! Embrace what you are and kill. Kill her and then you'll be free! DO IT! Let go and cut off that loose end! Xander grinned widely and began to laugh maniacally, just like he had back when he and Angder slaughtered those bandits.